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Alvl results out tomorrow!

2010-03-04T14:07:00.004+08:00

Today im gonna spend the whole day feeling freaking nervous abt tmr cuz tmr is the day im gonna realise how screwed up my Alvl results are. i dont know how am i gonna get through tmr, i'll be feeling more nervous than i am now, but i really hope my results arent as screwed up as i thought. I know im not gonna get all As for my H2s but please oh please give me an A for chem if not i'll feel really paiseh and most importantly let me pass GP.

money

2010-01-31T00:50:00.003+08:00

im darn angry at myself for wasting so much money.
spent 7bucks on lan. okay, i admit L4D2 is quite fun but i dont think it's worth spending that much.
when i was at tpy waiting for a bus, according to youqin, 2 105s came tgt but somehow i ended up boarding a bus 59 and i end up at eunos! wth, in the end i reached home at 12plus. it took me 1.5hr to get home from the time i left chomp chomp. luckily my dad fetched me home from newton if not i'll reach home at 1am.
anw, what made me even angrier was when i alighted from the bus, i forgot to tap my ezlink card! i keep wasting money from forgetting to tap upon alighting a bus. i think i need to buy a small card holder with a string to put my ezlink card in it and wrap it around my neck.
oh yes, n i got to waste even more money buying a new ear piece cuz my current one just spoilt today.
pissed off!

:[ stupid lizard

2010-01-29T02:03:00.003+08:00

i know i havent updated the blog for quite some time. so here i am, finally found the time to update it. i cant slp and it's not that im wide awake. i'm feeling really tired from work. oh btw, i'm working at raffles city's new balance till end of feb. come visit me hor! so anw, i went to my room to pick up a phone call cuz i dont like talking on the phone anywhere in my hse other than my room due to reception problem and lack of privacy. guess wat was the first thing i saw when i went into the room. A BLOODY MINI LIZARD! (luckily it was a baby one) and it fell on my table with all my earrings, hair clips and ties, pens, papers and other small stuff on it. like wth, it's gonna contaminate all those stuff. anw, as usual, i started crying upon seeing a lizard in my room. poor samuel always had to hear me cry. it's been months since a lizard was in my room and the previous incident was a frigging huge long lizard was in my room. i was damn freaked out and nice samuel is there for me when i cried. nah, i bet he must be thinking that he's damn suay. argh, that time i really cldnt slp n i ended up slping in my sister's room. however, this time round i cant slp in her room cuz rebecca is coming over to slp later. argh, y am i so unlucky? the lizard had to enter my room instead of my sis'. somemore my room is further away.

shucks i'm afraid to go back to my room but i need to slp asap cuz i got to wake up early for work tmr. annoying lizard, y cant it make its appearance on either fri or sat night ):

pw outing

2009-12-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

had pw outing today. even though we were quite suay but we still had a lot of fun. we ate at seoul garden at tampines mall. terry's fault, make us go so far for nothing but anw, we had lots of time to waste. after that we headed to cine to catch a movie. it was so disappointing, we went from cine to the cathay to plaza sing to check the movie seats but all had only the front row left. at plaza sing, we waited quite long to get into the lift to go up to the cinema. and when finally we got into the lift we realised that the door had a problem. it took vry long to close everytime it opens.
anw, we decided not to watch a movie anymore and we played 2 rounds of daytona. With a bit of luck, i came in 1st twice. yay! later, we went to play pool. daniel had a bet with me that whoever loses had to buy a dessert for all 4 of us to share. guess what, daniel lost! yay finally i won a bet(:

i'm still unfit

2009-12-17T00:33:00.002+08:00

went running with the j1s, serena, jiaai and jessica this morning. the j1s went ahead while the 4 of us lagged behind. we ran from school to far east and ended up taking a bus back. it's so tough to get back my fitness. sigh. i'm having difficulty walking now cuz my left leg hurts again, it's the same kind of pain i had from cycling.

after running, we went to ikea to eat meatballs! :D yeaaa so that makes our morning run go to waste. i was so drained from the run that i slept on the bus back home and missed the stop. nora woked me up too late and i ended up alighting at school so i had to waste more energy climbing 2 overhead bridges. When i got home, i slept for 6hours and i'm wide awake now.

yay! i'm flying off tmr. cant wait(:

unbearable pain

2009-12-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

i think i'm gonna die of toothache. it's freaking unbearable, considering that i have a high pain threshold level.
for the past few days i've been experiencing a sharp pain when i chew on the right or when i drink cold water. so today i went to see the dentist and he said i have a deep hole in my wisdom tooth and i may need to extract it. i didnt want to cuz my wisdom tooth hasnt fully grown out yet so i think they may need to cut my gums. then he said putting fillers may not stop the pain cuz the nerves may be already affected. well, he gave it a try and put temporary fillers in the hole with local anesthesia cuz it would be really pain since the hole is really deep.
now guess wat, when the anesthesia is wearing off i could feel a really sharp continuous pain in my teeth up till now. i might as well not put the fillers at all la! now when i drink room temperature water, it hurts like crap.
the pain is killing me!!! i can freaking cry anytime now. it's like a hole is being constantly drilled into my tooth. btw, when i'm in hell a lot of pain, i tend to get irritated with the slightest things like when someone asks me a question, i'll get irritated already.
shucks, i should have just extracted my wisdom tooth.
shall try to bear with it for 1 more day before telling my dad cuz he paid over $100 for the xray + anesthesia + fillers. must make his money worth it. hopefully the pain will subside tomorrow.

track chalet

2009-12-09T22:40:00.008+08:00

not many people turned up for this year's chalet as compared to last year's so the bbq just now wasnt as fun ):

yesterday was quite fun though.
we went night cycling to changi village to have supper.
the journey there was alright even though my butt started to hurt as soon as we started cycling and my thighs got tired easily when i was cycling up slopes.
at least khai was nice enough to switch bicycles with me so that i can have the better cushioned one but my butt was still aching.
it was the journey back to the chalet when i started experiencing difficulties.
there were a couple of times when i had to get down my bike and push it up the slope cuz the gear had problems and partly cuz i was unfit.
omg, and that khai kept fooling around by taking video of us while cycling and cycling with no hands or one leg on the bicycle which scares me.
so there i was struggling to manage my own bike and at the same time being scared for him which explains why i cycled through a bush when i was suppose to turn the bike.

after cycling, rachel, mr wong and i went bowling while jessica watched us.
my 1st time bowling in about 3 years.
for the 1st throw, rachel and mr wong got 0 pts while i managed to get 1 pt. pro right?
arghh.. but for both games we played, i was leading initally and halfway through the game, mr wong overtakes with his strikes and rachel is always losing :D
for the 1st game, my score was 95. it was a warm up round only la.
i scored 124 for the 2nd game. not bad right?
anw, it's not fair lor. no matter how hard i roll the ball, my ball speed will always be the slowest.
the screen will always show my ball speed between 11-13mph while rachel's is abt 15 mph and mr wong's abt 16-17mph.
maybe i could have been better than mr wong if my ball speed was like his (:

yay! after yesterday, i think i've gotten much fitter but my butt still hurts like crap. it's the worst butt ache ever. my tail bone and the left side of the butt hurts. i have difficulties walking in a straight line thanks to it and i have no idea why it's only the left side. i wish the pain could at least be even out.

feeling bored

2009-12-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

today's such a boring day. i stayed at home the entire day watching tv, using the com and suffering from a headache. i took a nap in the late afternoon cuz the headache was starting to be unbearable and i thought it was cuz i've been staring at the screen for quite long but when i woke up, i was still having a headache. i bet it is the side effect of the h1n1 jab i had ytd. at least i didnt get fever or swelling from it. see, i got strong immune system(:

i saw this coming

2009-12-02T00:30:00.003+08:00

while i was on the way home, i was smsing on the bus 700A and when i looked up, i saw that the bus went past the raffles town club bus stop.
so yea, what i feared most when taking a bus home came through.
i traveled through the expressway all the way to bukit panjang area.
such a waste of time.
somemore, there was only 1 bus back but luckily the bus back arrived in a few mins. i expected it to take abt half an hour to arrive.

life is boring without the computer

2009-11-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

my com crashed at the wrong time n left me with no source of entertainment other than my itouch n tv which cannot match up to the computer.
msn on the com is much better than ebuddy on itouch cuz i cant type fast on the itouch.my fingers are too fat.
i'm bored!:( should have gone to terry's house after‭ shopping.
ooo shopping with rachel today was fun. i bought 2 tops n a shoe. it's great to shop with someone who has a credit card cuz u can get discounts:)i saved 5bucks today cuz of rachel's credit card.
ohh but u know what, when i came home i realised that i should have bought the shoe a size smaller n i stupidly threw away the shoe box down the chute.i was so frustrated with myself cuz even with the receipt, without the box, i dont think i can exchange the shoes. luckily my maid told me that i can go down, open up the rubbish chute n dig for the box. so that's what we did.ok la, actually it's my maid who did it.she's so nice lor, she took the initiative to get the box from the rubbish bin n help me clean it. yay so tmr i'm gonna exchange my shoes:)

chem is screwed

2009-11-23T19:15:00.004+08:00

chem paper 1 was a killer.
this was the 1st time that i did not have time to finish doing.
i had only 5mins left to do the last 10 qns and i was panicking really badly, which didnt help at all and it means i probably made lots of careless mistakes.
if i ever get A for chem, i'll get really high even if i didnt get an A for maths and phy and a D for gp and econs.
and i'll go buy a scar removal lotion to make up for what i did.

stressssssss

2009-11-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

shucks. i screwed up my chem paper 2, i'm scared abt tmr's phy paper and i'm so not prepared for econs. arghh.. econs is the main reason why i'm feeling so stressed up now.
srsly, it has given me the ability to cry whenever i want.
you can just tell me to cry anytime and i'll cry for you to see.
but i think i'll lose that ability after friday.
cant wait for this week to be overrrr (:

emotionally unstable

2009-11-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

i hate what i'm feeling now. the feeling of regret and that i just screwed up my chem paper 3 so i can forget abt getting a damn A.
i had a bad start with the paper. i kinda blanked out at the beginning and because of that, the 1st qn i did was screwed with careless mistakes like i didnt recognise O=C=O was carbon dioxide and i accidentally missed out a super easy question which is probably worth 1mark but a mark is still important esp after i've lost 7 marks in one shot thanks to the reaction kinetics qn which i did not attempt at all. ARGH!
how i wish my brain wld just stop functioning altogether so that i wont have to take alvls anymore and i'll be happily resting in peace in my coffin.
this feeling is so unbearable that i can just waste the entire day crying away if there wasnt any paper tmr.

i need to chill... but how?

2009-11-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

exam starts tmr!
i'm damn scared cuz...
1) i keep making careless mistakes.
2) my mind keeps blanking out.
3) i cant seem to relax even if i want to.
4) i had a bad dream last night. i dreamt that i got a B for maths(NO i must get an A), F for GP (dont know why there's a F grade) and C for econs (which made my dream slightly better).

shucks i really pray and hope that tomorrow i'll be able to think clearly and not make too many stupid mistakes if not i can just forget about my A.

sistaa

2009-11-07T01:43:00.008+08:00

i went to my sister's room to ask her if she had a spare exercise book. then i saw balloons and started playing with them.
tadahhh... so cute right?
after that it led to a camwhore session...

it was suppose to be a ghostly pic but my fringe wasnt long enough.
oooo.. i think we look slightly alike in the above pic. small eyes!

after that i ended up studying in her room.
it's quite conducive when she's around cuz she will do her own stuff when i'm studying and when i get distracted and start playing with myself, she'll go "aye! study!".
yay i got a nice sister(:
but too bad she doesnt have the word nice in her name.

hairpee burpday

2009-11-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm 18 now! which means i can watch M18 movies already but it also means i'm 1 year older. it doesnt matter though cuz i'm not in my late twenties yet.
this year's bday wasnt so bad.
i ate lots of ice cream at island creamery thanks to the dudes :D
was surprised that some friends whom i havent talked to for a long time rmbed my bday but there's facebook to remind them right? so boooooo to those who nvr wished me! nahh kidding. i'm not that bad.
i was surprised that this yr my siblings got me presents.
my sis got me a cute bear notebook and my bro got me goodies.
argh they made me feel guilty for not getting them anything on their bday, but we normally dont get each other stuff. i guess they've changed that culture so from now on i must get them pressies on special occassions and the upcoming one is christmas.
also not forgetting my dad gave me $100. first time lehhh.

ooo yeahh.. i did something gross last night
while i was drying my hair after i've bathed, my towel accidentally pulled my earring out and it fell into the toilet bowl. i would just flush it down if the earring was old but it's a new one and i cant bear to lose it. so i dug my hand into the toilet bowl water and got the earring out. gross right?

can you do what i did?(:

2009-10-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

arghh today wasnt productive at all.
i spent the whole day doing only phy paper 3 and chem paper 1 and 2.
but i made 2 records today (:

the 1st is...
i didnt have breakfast, lunch and dinner today. a small pizza lasted me the entire day.
hmm actually, i think i've done that before.

the 2nd and most ultimate record is...
i didnt go to the toilet at all from the time i went to sch at abt 11am to the time i came home at 10pm. cool right? my bladder sho strong.

ding dong

2009-10-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

the bells on smrt buses are so annoying. they should conduct frequent checks on the bells to see if they are working or easy to press.

there was once i boarded a 190 and when the bus was approaching my stop i pressed the bell but
the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up so i pressed harder but it just wont light up.
then being as smart as always, i changed to another bell and it wont light up either.
as the bus was reaching the stop really soon i started pressing the bell consistently then the bus driver shouted "girl you wanna press the bell how many times!"
i took off my ear piece and pressed the "spoilt" bell once more and heard the loud "ding dong".
so yeahh i felt vry paiseh cuz all along i've been making loud ding dongs but my music blocked off the sound.
but it's not my fault that the stupid BUS STOPPING sign was spoilt la. then what if the passenger is deaf ? he will surely piss the bus driver off like hell and get suaned but he wont know that he's being suaned.

anw just now, i was going home on the 855 bus and when the bus was reaching the stop, i pressed the bell but the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up.
i thought maybe it was the same problem as previously so i took off my ear piece and pressed the bell once more. i kinda heard a soft "ding dong" so i just relaxed a bit and wait for the bus to stop but the frigging bus driver just zoomed passed the bus stop!
then i quickly pressed the same bell with more strength and the BUS STOPPING sign light up with a loud "ding dong".
wth right? i had to walk quite a distance luh.
well, luckily it wasnt a 190 on the way home if not i would have ended up at bukit panjang.

alone

2009-10-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

i feel lonely. my house feels so lifeless now.
my sis has gone to stay with her friends at a chalet, my bro is in army and my mum planned the chalet activities so she's at the chalet with my sis.
so now it's just me, my dad and maid left in the house.
sad right? i'm feeling like the only child.
no no i'm not looking down on those who have no siblings. i'm just not use to it luh.

please slow down

2009-10-19T23:43:00.005+08:00

today all of a sudden i just feel really stressed up abt Alvls which is in 3 weeks time!
i'm not prepared for econs and gp but i cant possibly spend most of my 3 weeks on them.
my h2 subjects will suffer and dont tell me that i'm doing quite well for my h2 subjects already so i dont have to be bothered by them. i need to keep revising cuz i got short term memory.
what's worse is my brain hasnt been functioning well lately. it's like whatever i've revised just doesnt seem to be stored in my head. it must be the lack of sleep or maybe cuz i keep thinking abt the lack of time i have and i'll start rushing through my revision.
from tmr onwards i should start sleeping early.. like by 11 :D
i need to be self disciplined!
you know, you'll become retarded if you always sleep late.
omgosh maybe i'm at the 1st stage of becoming a retard ):

argh the tanglin mall macs chair is exceptionally hard today!
after studying for like 3 hours my butt started to ache and i had to bear with it for a few more hours. so uncomfortable.

omgosh i ate my koko crunch with milk halfway and forgot abt it!
shucks now it's so soft and disgusting.
see! i got short term memory.

....

2009-10-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

just now was my 1st time not wearing shorts under my uniform cuz serena stained her skirt so i kindly sacrificed my shorts for her(:
my gosh, it felt really uncomfortable and airy. yuckk..
luckily it was only throughout night study and not the entire day.

my life has been so boring lately cuz now it's all about mugging. Alvls is less than a month away yo, really cant wait to get it done and over with. i envy my sis! her psle ended yesterday and she doesnt have to study for the rest of the year.

okay off to bed now, gotta be in sch by 6.50 for gp remedial tmr. hopefully i wont oversleep.

slack day

2009-10-02T23:49:00.005+08:00

omgosh. i better start mugging tmr! today i didnt have the mood to study.
was suppose to go catch a movie today but ended up watching a few dudes from class play soccer at tpy to kill time before i meet up with my mum for dinner.
it was quite boring at first but i eventually found my own entertainment from making confetti with fallen leaves and picking ants up to throw at people.
kinda sprained my left wrist from picking ants.
i also decorated andy's shoes with flowers.
here's my artpiece! pretty right? it's a pity he doesnt know how to appreciate it.

went for dinner with my mum at lawry's in paragon. terry's recommendation.
the steak was damn good. one of the best steak i've tasted but my mum found the sauce salty.
i was feeling quite full before i had the steak cuz my mum doesnt eat salad so i ended up eating 2 portions of it.
arghh.. and i regretted changing my mash potato to baked potato.
i had to finish a BIG baked potato! high in carbo ):

i have a new method of relieving stress :D
when i got home, i felt guilty for not studying so i played my mp3 and started jumping around for abt 40mins in my room. felt much better after that, partly cuz i was glad that i've used up some of the carbo i've gained from consuming that evil baked potato.
something retarded happened.as i was jumping in circles, i collided real hard into my cupboard. i felt really stupid luh but i still continued jumping(:

shall end this post with a happy pic (:

hmm i really miss trainings and competitions even though they make me emo and nervous sometimes but at least they give me something exciting to look forward to.

can this get any worse?

2009-09-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

i've been experiencing frequent mood swings and i cant help it.
must be my pms season.
i'm feeling confused, stressed up, irritated and sad.
yea practically all the negative emotions.
well today i was quite happy with my maths result but the happiness it brings cant last me for an entire day.
this sucks.

a date with serena

2009-09-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

went out with serena to watch fame today after studying for 3hours in the library with her and wanyi.
at least i didnt play the whole day.
anw, i guess the reviews were right.
the movie was slightly boring except the parts with performances.

you know, when a person who is blur and the other slighly blur (obviously i'm not the entirely blur one) goes out together, there is bound to be some confusion.
we checked the timing before we headed down to town and on the bus, we got mixed up if the timing was for the cine cathay or the other cathay.
unfortunately, we ended up at the wrong cinema and we had to rush down to cine but we still made it just in time for the movie.

oh ya not forgetting to mention how serena was being an auntie.
the train was quite packed and she was like telling me to put my foot on the train when i could barely squeeze in but somehow we managed to.
also, when we were walking towards a traffic light, we saw that there was 10 secs left to cross and we started chionging for it. by the time we reached the traffic light, the red man came out.
it was so silly but i like:D

shut your gap

2009-09-21T14:57:00.005+08:00

i'm in a damnnnnn effing bad mood now.
how often do you see me in this state?
so you must be thinking, some screwed up person or people must have pissed poor and cute janice off real badly.
yeah indeed!
i was once told that the tongue is the most powerful weapon.
you can destroy someone by insulting them and you can make someone feel great by praising them.
seriously, people! when you have nothing good to say, then just shut your big gap or stuff a sausage in your mouth!
i was so eager to leave my mum's side family gathering today.
the relatives are always commenting on almost every single thing.
well, i guess my mum is somewhat like that cuz of the environment she's brought up in.
i shant say what they said abt me. dont want people to start pitying me or whatsoever.
but it made me really upset and angry at the same time.
why must they comment about me? do i affect them in any way? will i increase their risk of having a heart attack if they see me like this?
i'm not even familiar with them luh!
i should have followed my brother and not go for the gathering.
anw, when we left i started complaining about them in the car to my parents and they dont seem to understand how i feel cuz it obviously has nvr happened to them before.
of course when i'm in a very bad mood, the F word will naturally come out of my mouth and i'll only realise it after i've said it.
then my parents started scolding me for saying the F word and threatened to ground me if i said it one more time. come on, they shld be glad i didnt say it right in the faces of those bitches and bastards but i did roll my eyes in front of them.
knnnbccb.
now i find the comments those assholes made so intolerable that if anyone ever says it to me again, you can expect a long string of vulgarities coming at you.

mp3

2009-09-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

aww.. guess what! my creative zen died on thursday and i had to resort to using the lousy creative muvo which i normally use it as a thumbdrive.
i thought i would have to bear with it until after Alvls but from today onwards, i dont have to use it anymore cuz....
I GOT AN ITOUCH!:D 32GB somemore!
jeaaaaalous?
my mum bought for me and my bro and she said it's our christmas present.
so now she only owes me a birthday present(:
nahh i'm not so bad luh. it can be my birthday and christmas present.
yay! i lurrrve my new mp3 player.

i'm stupid

2009-09-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

sad sad sad...
screwed phy paper 3 with lots of careless mistakes worth about 15marks.
i hope the mcq paper will be easy.
did 2 mcq papers today and i got a just pass grade for both.
just now glenn asked me to do tpjc paper which was suppose to be easy cuz he got 37 but i got 23.
thanks ah! make me feel like a goner
sigh ): ): ):

fats be gone!

2009-09-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

someone who's buff and FAT at the same time just said i grew fatter and i look nicer that way.
how can i look nicer when i'm fatter? no link.
i just realised that i've put on 4kg in the past 2 months.
that's 2kg a month and 1kg in 2 weeks.
ridiculously crazy right?
if i put on another 2kg next month, i'll go be an anorexic for sure.
omgosh what's worse is that people notice i put on weight.
must do more sit ups and push ups since i have no time to go running... or maybe i'm just too lazy to go run.

a sad story...

2009-08-31T12:22:00.000+08:00

sigh. i screwed up today's phy paper and i still cant get over it.
why cant i not make a careless mistake for once?
anw, it's not the careless mistakes that made me sad cuz so far i know i've only made 1 careless mistake worth 2marks.
what's upsetting is that i found the paper quite difficult while most people found it easy.
this means that i'm gonna be below average.
it's been a long time since i've felt this awful after a paper.
well, the worse has yet to come.
i'm sure i'll feel more screwed up after doing the maths paper on thur.
this aftn i was getting quite pissed off with the maths qns i was doing cuz i have to keep referring to the answers.
it's like i dont even know how to start doing the qns.
that's how pathetic i am at maths currently.

aiyah i'm feeling sad nowww.. and maybe i'll still feel sad tmr... or until the day i get back my prelim results... and maybe even after the day i get back the results...
nahh i dont think i'll be sad for that long.
oh well, dad is nagging and it's starting to piss me off.
okay off to my room to spam push ups and sit ups.
hopefully it'll make me feel better.

i'm high up into the sky

2009-08-29T01:31:00.004+08:00

i've been eating kfc every week and this week is the ultimate.
i still find it unbelievable that today was the 3rd day in a row i ate kfc.
gotta start exercising soon cuz i feel that i put on 3kg.
i ate too much today that i'm still feeling bloated now.
had hotcakes meal for breakfast, kfc for lunch and steak for dinner. siao right?
ooo... i shall go weigh myself now.
i hope i'm 47kg. if i'm more than that, i'll go run nowwww.
......
omgosh! i'm 47.7kg!! ):
but now it's too dangerous to go running.. i might get raped or murdered.
shall eat less tmr :D

yay i found my bro's army helmet near the weighing machine.
the helmet is quite heavy leh. wonder how those with a thin neck support their head when they put the helmet on.
ooo i wanna try it but it stinks and i bathed already.
aiyah dont care... i shall go camwhore with it in my room (in case my dad comes out, sees me in a helmet taking pics of myself and thinks i'm weird and starts nagging at me to go slp)
anw, i'm feeling quite high now and there's no one to entertain me.
must be cuz of the tea i drank just now.
brb...

okay that was fun. here are my picsss

the chin protector thing is slanted and uncomfortable but i cant adjust it, later bro scold me. it made me look like a retarded soldier.after i took the previous pic, i thought of having a gun and i turned around and saw a hairdryer. perfect!

YEAA I'M A COOL SOLDIER!
okay that's all. i'm sure all of you are gonna think i'm an ah lian now.
kawaii worxx.
biie biie

salmon sashimi

2009-08-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

argh.. i'm sooo sick of salmon sashimi to the point where i just cant stand it in my mouth.
my dad has been buying it every week for a few months already and recently i've been struggling to finish it.
just now i've reached the limit where i just cant bear the fishy taste of it anymore.
i wonder how the japanese can eat it on a daily basis.
oh well, i guess i wont be eating salmon again in a long long time even if it's cooked.

am i damn suay or what?

2009-08-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

today i just realised that i'm in econs enrichment!
wth. i think i got the most extra lessons to attend ):
gp remedial, econs clinic and chem, math and econs enrichment.
it's like i'm being thrown into a torture chamber filled with homework.
anw, isnt it contradicting that i'm in both econs clinic and enrichment?
maybe i shall be optimistic abt it.
at least they force me to do revision and hopefully they'll help me gain back my motivation to study(:

ahh tmr there's econs ca and i barely started revision.
if i pass, it'll be a miracle.

drained

2009-08-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

went to lossini's house this morning cuz she wants me to be part of her filming by Vasantham.
all i had to do was to say stuff abt her on camera.
it was simple cuz in sports school we were practically stuck with each other every day.
she was my roommate, track mate and classmate so obviously i'll know a lot abt her(:

met up with sally, andy, cy and glenn at millenia walk after that to study.
seriously, i dunno wassup with my head.
must be cuz of ytd's incident where andy's jaw knocked me on the head real hard.
i just cldnt concentrate and kept stoning.
this sucks so badly that i had this strong urge to go run when i got home.
btw, i usually go for long runs on my own when i'm troubled.
ran the border of botanic gardens which probably took me abt 30mins.
i did smth retarded but satisfying during the run.
since i havent been running for 2months plus i was quite shacked after i ran abt half the route.
when i saw the first long up slope, i just started walking and as i was abt to reach the end of the slope, i kinda felt guilty for walking so i ran down the slope and ran back up:D
after that, i just forced myself to keep on running until i reached home.

i never felt so tired in a long time.
was planning to do 100 crunches, back ups and push ups(girls style) but i only did 100 crunches, 50 back ups and 50 push ups.
i fell aslp on the floor while doing back ups.

i'm so gonna ache all over tmr

national day

2009-08-09T12:34:00.003+08:00

so today, like most singaporeans, i went to city hall.
met up with the childish poks after tuition.
i forgot how to get to millenia walk from marina square so andy and youqin came to bring me there. they were dressed in red/white so i didnt bother looking at them since they look the same as other strangers and i just walked past them. i didnt even hear them talking to me cuz i was too focused in finding the place.
but after awhile i felt there was smth wrong and i turned around and saw them standing there looking at me. cool right? it's my 6th sense, not cuz my mind was lagging!

was suppose to study but kinda failed to do so.
before going to coffee bean to meet with the rest, the 3 of us wasted hell alot of time at harvey norman. it was retarded. we sat on a couch and watched the plasma screen tv. movie trailers followed by soccer.
then by the time we got to coffee bean, after abt an hour or so we left to watch fireworks.
the fireworks was preeetty esp the last part.
junlong said it was like god having an erection. like what the shit but that was quite funny luh.

i need to emphasize on how childish the guys were!
youqin kept making me trip and using a dirty rubber band to whack me.
terry, chunyong and junlong kept pushing around.
wahlao i think tmr i'm gonna get a blueblack above my right eye cuz they made andy and i collide.
ooo i just realise andy is the least childish among them. cant think of any childish acts he did today.

whooo i love national day!
no sch tmr(:

why must you bother...?

ice cream :D

2009-08-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

yay had mudpie at island creamery today right after phy ca.
glenn's treat(:

a few mins ago, i was feeling quite bored while waiting for the comp to restart the 2nd time.
srsly, the internet connection can make me really pissed off at times. esp at night!
okay, so i went to the kitchen to open the freezer for fun and i found 4 pints of hagen daz ice cream!
2 strawberry, 1 chocolate and 1 mango and passionfruit flavour.
i'm so enjoying my favourite strawberry ice cream right now(:

whoops

2009-08-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

argh i give up revising for tmr's phy ca.
well at least i kinda did for abt 4hrs today.
just hope that is enough for me to pass.
prelims is less than a month away and i'm vry far from being prepared.
gonna stop using the comp and playing maple so often which also means come home later.

thanks to glenn, today i said my first F-word aloud for this year.
i was happily picking up rubber bands from the floor so that i can shoot at ppl later.
after that i went back to my seat and normally when i'm going to sit down, i'll make sure my hands or legs will be in contact with the chair before i plant my ass into the seat.
but this time, i didnt bother cuz i wanted to quickly sit down and start shooting rubber bands at ppl and the consequence was i landed on the floor.
damn suay. glenn had tried to pull my chair away a few times before but failed until today.
yahh so he probably wasnt expecting me to fall for it in an unglam manner just that today he was lucky and my immediate reaction was to say F you.
i cant believe it just came out of my mouth like that.
oh well, now he owes me a mud pie! totally worth the fall and embarrassment (:

i've been staining my uniform since last fri thanks to my mensss which just wont stop flowing like a river.
but recently, the stains have also been caused by food.
ytd was the terriyaki chicken burger sauce and today it's the pasta sauce.
oh yahh that reminds me, i'm gonna run out of money soon!
ytd i ate at mos burger and today was kfc, mos burger and then pasta mania.
gotta use my savings on food for this week ):

revived

2009-08-03T21:18:00.006+08:00

finally i've found the time to update my blog.
i've been too busy playing maple and watching videos whenever i use the comp most of the time.
and when i finally decided to update, i'll get distracted and end up doing other things.

this aftn andy was supposed to go with me and nicklaus to meet up with the rest at orchard central to study after gp remedial but he ps-ed us last min!
luckily he was nice enough to go with us to somerset before going to bishan.
but he was not that nice as to walk with us to orchard central.
it was so awkward walking alone with nicklaus!

you know mos burger shld totally change the way they wrap their burgers.
i was happily eating the terriyaki chicken burger until i realised the sauce dripped onto my skirt and my notes! the same thing happened to sally before that.
anw, i quickly finished up the burger and went to the toilet to clean my skirt.
i have no idea why but i accidentally went into the gents. luckily no one saw that and i didnt see any guy peeing (:

just now i was looking through the pics in the cd which mr wong gave during the track meeting and i came across these pics they reminded me of my annoying pants which kept going up during the race.
and i just realise that my butt is quite flat!!
haha this pic is quite funnykhai is so act cute in this pic luh. gross!

there's usually something detering me from enjoyment

2009-07-16T22:14:00.005+08:00

sigh. my teeth is aching so badly now cuz the dentist tightened my braces today.
when i bite lightly it's already quite painful.
how am i going to enjoy the dim sum buffet tmr?
only eat porridge? ):

luckily this aftn before my dental appointment, i went to enjoy ice cream at island creamery with angel, donovan, qingting and sally after school.
i finally had a taste of the mudpie after a long time! (:
but it became smaller.
and i dont owe qingting and sally anymore ice cream.

oh guess what!
rachel boey is my pe tcher till august.
dont you think it's cool to have a fren who's your teacher as well?
ahh she totally bullied me during our first lesson on tue but today she kept me company at the goal post while we were playing soccer. i was the goalkeeper btw and it wasnt as slack and boring as i thought it would be cuz the ball kept coming:D

okay i wanna go slp now.
good night!

unlucky at betting

2009-07-15T19:19:00.004+08:00

noooo. i lost the bet on my maths result to terry, sally and qingting.
they're gonna eat lots of ice cream and grow fat. haha!
wahh i think i suck at betting.
i was so sure that i wld get a C or worse for maths esp when mr kam said that a lot of us did badly.
oh well, i really thank God for my grades (:
i'm quite satisfied with my mid yr results even though i got terrible grades for my h1 subjects but at least i didnt get a U for any of them.
hope i'll do as well for prelims but i think the papers will be set tougher and currently i kinda dont feel like studying. gotta get back my motivation soon.

yay! i cant wait for dim sum buffet on fri.

it was da bomb

2009-07-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

yay i'm so harrrppy with my chem results(:
it was wayyy over my expectation.
surprisingly most of my crapping for those graph and explanation questions turned out correct.
now it's only the maths paper which i havent gotten back.
i have this feeling i'll get a C or worse.
who wants to bet with meee??
this time i'm really sure i wont lose the bet again :D

hung out at orchard central with a few of my classmates after school today.
i wanted to eat go with them to eat the yummy fruit tart lo.
but by the time we met up with the maths remedial peeps and arrived at the tart stall, i had to go off and meet weimin.
damn, not fated to have a taste of it.

awww.. during lessons, there was no one sitting next to me on my left and i wasnt use to it.
someone was so shy or afraid of me that he went far far away from me.
well if that happens again tmr, i might help him overcome his fear by shifting my table really close to his even though we're suppose to be 2m apart from each other cuz of h1n1.
but if i do so, sally and qingting will have to shift with me too if not my right side will feel empty.
yeaaa! so the 3 of us shall shift really close to him:D
man, i wonder how he'll react.

the world is unfair

2009-07-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

went for training today.
unfortunately it was long run so i was practically dying and lagging behind ):
we ran from sch across nassim road to orchard then back to school.
on the way back, daniel, azman, jiaai and i started walking cuz we really cldnt take it already.
oh well. but it was still a great workout:D

the tcher gave back phy paper today.
i got a B (: well, it's a very low B but still a B so i shall be happy abt it.
arghh... but it's so unfair you know!
chunyong was slacking throughout the entire june holiday and he got the highest in class.
he's so smart luh! make me jealous.

alright, gonna play maplestory for awhile.
bye

[.][.]

2009-07-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

met up with qingting, andy, justin and don at cathay to watch ice age 3 this mrg.
3d is not that bad lo and the movie is quite funny.
i think the squirrels are so cute.
after that we had lunch at astons and then played lan.
L4D!! it's abit fun but quite confusing and the zombies are gross.
dont see how people can get hooked up on such a game.
ewww the zombies are seriously damn sick laaa.

went to serena's house ytd.
rachel and i were playing monopoly while khai and serena did their agm slides.
i was so suay at the game. i either kept going to jail or get chance and community chest then rachel koped almost all the houses ):
it's khai's fault! he kept cursing me.
after they were done with the slides, khai,rachel and i went to udders to eat ice cream and waffle.
i'm craving for that now!:D

argh. there's sch tmr.
so not looking forward to it.
i rather have exams than lessons.
bet everyone agrees with it(:

life goes on...

2009-07-04T22:11:00.003+08:00

i think i'm not fated to play maplestory ):
there's smth wrong with my account. sigh!

arghhh i got rashes last night.
this mrg and aftn was alright until on the way home from church my body and arms started to itch again. this sucks. bet it's some allergy thing.

today's service was great.
i've been thinking abt what will my life be like in a few years time or even a few months time but the sermon reminded me to trust and have faith in God that things will be better than it is now.
hmm i have this feeling that the worst has yet to come but i know i'll make it through somehow:D

you know what, now i'm kinda scared to go to slp.
for the past 3 nights i've been having almost the same dream and i'll wake up feeling kinda sad.
oh well, if tonight i dream of the same thing again, i'll seriously wake up crying.

it's gonna be over tmr

2009-07-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for tmr's chem paper to be over!
there's still prelims in about 2months time but i shall slack for the rest of this week and maybe half of the next week(:
oooo... i'm quite scared to get back my results.
today's maths paper was so screwed.
lost 30marks, like seriously!
i can forget about getting an A. actually i never thought of getting it in the first place.
argh what's upsetting is that i made stupid careless mistakes for both the maths and phy paper and it caused me to lose abt 10marks.
ah well, whatever the results will be, it's just mid yrs!
i'm aiming for C for my h2 subjects as usual:D

ooo... i'm so gonna blame the guys if i dont get a C for maths.
they influenced me to go play lan ytd.
of course i didnt play those violent games like L4D.
i played maplestory. it's a cute and innocent game(:
wanna start playing it tmr.
wheee cant wait.

GOODBYE LIZARDS!

2009-06-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

i'm so happy today!

first of all, i finally got a new watch!
it's a white casio watch.
no more adidas watches for me, the strap always breaks easily.
i love white watches even though i know the strap will be really dirty a few months later and that's when bleach will come in handy.
i feel that white kind of matches my hand... maybe cuz i'm fair ):
ah well, show u a pic of my cool and charming watch to make u jealousalright, the next and most awesome thing that made me happy is....
i bought a LIZARD REPELLENT!
initially, i thought there was no such thing until i complained to serena abt the lizard in my room and she told me abt it.
it's sold in supermarkets.look look! the bottle has this totally awesome sign. love it.
this repellent is really cool.
it makes me feel so secure.
it does not kill lizards(although i wish they wld become extinct) but it will cause the lizard to be unable to stick onto the wall.
not bad huh.
the best part is... the repellent does not wear off until after 6 weeks.
so dont have to spray every day.
GET ONE OF THIS PEOPLE!!

when i got home, the first thing i did was to take out the repellent and spray the walls and ceiling of my room then i sprayed almost everywhere outside the rooms.
while i was spraying around the door outside my house, i overheard a kid next door who kept screaming "ahhhh! there's a lizard in the living room." then his other siblings started screaming as well.
this shows the instant effect of the repellent.
the lizard went next door right after i sprayed it. haha!
no luh, i think it was just a coincidence.
i kinda felt sorry for my neighbour and i wanted to intro them to the spray but i was kinda shy.
so i told myself that if the kids scream one more time, i'll go to their house and offer them the spray but unfortunately, they didnt.
not fated for them to get hold of the lizard repellent:D heh heh.
still havent gotten over those annoying kids for disturbing blaze, the dog that stayed at my house in dec. they kept making him bark lo. childish!

okay i'm going off now.
yay from now on i dont have to be so paranoid abt lizards being in the house anymore:D

lizards are haunting me

2009-06-15T02:48:00.003+08:00

i just got a phobia of stepping into my room after seeing a huge lizard.
whenever i see it, i'll seriously just start crying.
yea yea call me a cry baby if you want, it's freaky and too huge for me to kill.
it keeps hanging around the curtains which is next to my bed and i'm damn scared it'll crawl on me while i'm slping.
here's a pic to show u what i meant. it likes to be at the area near the white ceiling lamp
furthermore, my bed is queen size so larger surface area, higher probabilty of it landing on my bed.
i want it dead or far away from my house asap cuz lizards breed really fast and before you know it, you'll have like over 5 generations of lizards living in your house. okay, maybe i'm over exaggerating.

i've just gone to search for ways to get rid of lizards in forums and in every page, there will be a person who emphasizes on the usefulness of lizards in getting rid of insects.
but do you know what annoys me to the max? esp when i'm already feeling slightly irritated to begin with, well, that's on another issue though..
it's when these people say we SHOULD NOT get rid of them and just LEAVE THEM ALONE!
oh cmon! i wld rather get rid of these insects myself than to let those squirly slimy long lizards do the job for me.
i notice that the insects in and around my room, mainly baby spiders, are going haywire since ytd.
just now there was one spider jumping on the ceiling excitedly outside my room and last night, there was unusually more baby spiders on my wall for me to kill.
fyi, there were baby spiders ever since i moved into this house and it's like my daily routine to easily hunt for them and squash them with a tissue.
alright, maybe i shall give the lizard a chance to help me drastically clear the baby spiders.
it better do a good job tonight cuz i'm gonna get rid of it tmr.
as long as it's not gotten rid of, i'm not gonna slp in my room which in turn affects my studies somehow. so good luck to me for mye even more.

arghh.. i cant stand it when my parents respond to me in the "stop-crying-over-a-lizard-it's-annoying" tone.
up till now they still dont understand how much i'm scared of lizards and hate them esp when they are in my room.
they dont even do their part to keep lizards away.
i bet the lizard came in from the balcony door which my mum leaves open till late at night when she's done with her work.
by then, the curious lizards at the balcony wld have entered the house.

maybe i shld follow terry's advice on killing the lizard by using my electric insect zapper to electricute the lizard to death.
on a second thought, maybe not.
zapping a mosquito will create a tiny blue spark which means zapping a lizard with mass abt 100times of a mosquito's wld most probably start a fire -.-"
haha.

alright off to slp in my bro's room.
eeeee got to bear with his dirty bed cuz he's unhygienic and he has skin prob.
hopefully it's not contagious.
or maybe i shall slp in jaime's room since she has an extra bed and safe electricity on the air con.
yupp(:
i hope i can wake up on time tmr to meet serena at amk library to study.
good night!

study study study.

2009-06-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

today was so not productive!
studied at pcc near opp marina square.
we took 1 hour to settle down cuz the guys didnt like starbucks so sally and i had to accommodate to their fussiness.
pcc's drinks werent nice at all as compared to gloria jeans and of course starbucks is the best and more worth it.
like pcc's medium cup is the price of starbucks' largest cup.
anw, after abt 3 hours of studying, sally, terry and glenn left and the rest of us left abt 5 mins after that. -.-"
we hung ard esplanade roof top for awhile and then went off.
i wanted to go home and play mousehunt at first but decided to study at tanglin mall's macs to make my day slightly more productive:D

arghh. i'm really irritated with mousehunt.
i keep catching noob mice, if not i'm unable to catch anything, when i'm less than 10% more to get promoted to apprentice.
can you sense my frustration and anger towards the game?!?!?!
nevertheless, i believe that my luck will turn around and so i shall continue to play mousehunt:D

i lost weight

2009-06-04T23:29:00.004+08:00

guess what!
i weighed myself a few mins ago and the machine says i'm 43.7kg!!
i lost 2 kg!!
how's that possible?!?!
): ): ):
on a good note, i'm a pro at losing weight. HAHA!
i can go be a dietician :D

okay i'm gonna drink a can of cream of mushroom soup and see if i'll put back on the 2kg

...............

after drinking soup, i'm 44.0kg now -.-"

h1 papers + seoul garden + sentosa

2009-06-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

oops havent been updating.
lets start with the h1 papers.
i bet y'all i'll get either a S or U for econs and a U for gp.
welcome me back to econs remedial next term and i'll be one of the most loyal student in gp remedial.
nvm it's good(:
sigh. so much for spending the whole of last wed mugging for econs ):
i left out a 10m qn due to the lack of time. sucks.

seoul garden last fri.
was suppose to be a pw grp gathering but it ended up being a terry-prissy date and i became the lampost cuz jakeping had problem with his mouth and daniel ps-ed us the last min.
nah actually it aint that bad luh. in fact, it was quite fun cooking the food:D

went to sentosa on mon with the class girls.
the weather was great but unfortunately i did not get a tan ):
no fair. i was under the sun digging a hole lo.
maybe it was not long enough.
btw, they thought the hole i dug looked sick but i dont see how it does. only sick minded ppl think it looks sicks:D

all of us were suppose to wear bikini but i dont want to cuz i'm flat.
i think i'm the flattest among the girls ):
even if i'm not flat, i still wldnt wear cuz i'm conservative and i'll look damn anorexic.
cant stand it. i was looking at the pics we took that day on facebook and i think my arms made me look like an anorexic in some of the pics. got to build up my arm muscles yo.

alright. gonna sound the horn in mousehunt once more then off to bed(:

2.4km challenge was a killer

2009-05-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

this mrg's 2.4km challenge showed me that my fitness is going down drastically.
i ran abt 12mins ++ and i was like dying alr.
serious!
i was feeling giddy during assembly.
at first i tried to hang in there and stand with the rest but the annoying assembly just had to be longer than usual.
it was so pissing and i cldnt take it so i went to sit at the back(:
must start training abit during june hols if not i'll be running 80s for 400m during sports carnival =X

econs paper is on thur!
havent revised 3 chapters yet ):
gonna spend the whole of tmr mugging for econs.
the past few days havent been revising properly.
well, i'm glad today was quite productive.
went with sally, glenn, youqin, andy and chunyong to study at marina sq's gloria jeans after sch.
the regular ice blended drink is $3 only from 3pm onwards. so worth it and it was not bad luh(:
we left at 7pm and i went to united sq's macs to study till 10.30pm.
i think i might go back there n study tmr(:

you know what, my left arm is aching badly now thanks to glenn's punching.
wassup man? he has been exceptionally abusive this week.
his slap on my back was the same feeling of getting caned.
luckily there's terry sitting in the middle of us if not my arm would have been swollen by now.
nah actually he isnt of much help cuz he wld just give way to glenn.
useless boulder.
if only qingting was sitting in between. haha!

okay gonna finish economic growth and sleep.
BYEEE!
wish me luck and pray for me.
i hope i will get at least a D.
i know it's a lousy grade but srsly i suck at econs.

400m heats

2009-05-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

went to sji for 400m heats in the late aftn.
it was crappy.
i thought we get choose our lanes when we report so being kiasu, i went to report first to get lane 3 but guess what! mr issac lim gave me heat 1 lane 1 -.-"
i went ard telling people how stupid i was.
btw, guopei and lossini were training at sji.
when i told them, guopei said it's a good lane cuz lane3 onwards was slippery.
haha, it's a blessing in disguise:D
they also said i became fatter!!
i hope they do not mean fat as in round and bloated ):

my 400m timing was sucky. 67s. noob right?
what do you expect when i havent been training ever since nationals ended.
well, at least i was 1st in my heat(:
i think ming mong ran faster than me in the 2nd heat.
i'm super unfit luh. after running a 67s i was feeling quite giddy and breathless alr.
it's either cuz i havent been taking my pills or i only ate a sandwich and crackers the whole day.

i still had to run 4x100m mixed.
we got lane4 ): it was quite slippery luh.
nevertheless, my class still came in 1st in our heat:D
but clearly, serena's team is much better.
after the relay there was suppose to be a 4x100m inter cca.
i was like i cannot take it anymore.
haha. i'm so lousy.

cjc olympics relay

2009-05-13T21:15:00.008+08:00

helping out at the cj olympics relay just now was such a bore.
throughout the entire event, i just stood at the carpark under the hot sun with serena and joel to show the runners the direction.
my arms are tired from all the pointing and a few ppl were blur like sotong.
i pointed straight and told them to go straight but nooo, they refused to listen and turned left less 5 seconds later.

the worst part of the day was the prize presentation!
guess what... the teams that came in 1st received nike bagpacks.
awesome right?
but you know what made it such a turn off ?
they are the same as my school bag!!!
okay at least not all of the bagpacks were the same.
i know my bag is really cool... (cool enough to be the winning prize) :D :D :D
but now it's devalued ):
grrrr... if i see 2 ppl carrying the same bag as me in sch, i'm so gonna buy a new one!

i feel unfit

2009-05-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

continuing from last post...
well, i didnt miss kuishin bo cuz it was postponed to sun.
argh i felt it was a complete rip off. $46.95 yooo!
the food was quite yummy esp the salmon sashimi, chawanmushi and banana eclair but what i ate was hardly worth $46.95. ):
i think my stomach strunk. i cant seem to eat as much during buffets as i used to.

i've been trying to save money this week to make up for the $46.95 by bringing my own food to sch to eat during break. sadly, it's not working! i end up spending money after sch.
like on mon, i ate subway and caught xmen with my classmates.
it's so cool luh. 14 of us went to watch. how often does more than half the class hang out tgt after sch?
anw, the movie was violent and scary but great (:
i was sort of covering my eyes during the fighting scenes which is practically throughout the entire movie.

it's been abt 2hrs after dinner and i'm still feeling bloated ):
my mum brought me to thai shark fin restaurant and she's mean luh.
she made me finish 1 whole crab by myself (minus 1 of the pincers cuz she ate that) after we've drank a claypot of sharkfin soup and ate a small bowl of fried rice.
geeez i think i put on 1kg ): gonna weight myself ltr.

okay. gonna slp now.
i've been slping at 12am every night and tonight will be no different(:

tooth extraction

2009-04-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

extracted 4 teeth just now.
the injection of the anesthesia wasnt vry painful like what people said. if i were to rate the pain, i'll give it a 5/10.
the extraction of teeth was like 4/10 but there was 1 tooth which was exceptionally painful when the dentist was trying to pull it out.
i told the dentist and he injected more anesthesia but it didnt seem to work. tsk.
anw, i've been bleeding non stop for 3hours and i bet i'm gonna bleed throughout the night.
aww man. i dont think i can eat at kushin bo tmr. my gum is hurting like shit.
sigh. i'll be missing sashimi and chawanmushi ):

here's a pic of my extracted teeth. cool right? it's quite long and healthy looking:D

400m Finals

2009-04-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

as all of you know, i came in 2nd for 400m yesterday :D
finally, after 4 years, i came in top 3 for nationals again.
my timing wasnt that good though. 64.78s
but considering that i'm the most unlucky competitor... ( down with a bad cough, stomach cramps, back pain and slight flu)
i'm sooo grateful for what i've gotten.
i was struggling under the heat with all the lactic and breathing difficulty that i cldnt open up at the last 100m.
all i cld do was try not to slow down and hope that my position wld remain as 2nd.
seriously, the race was a killer.
i felt so dizzy after that and lossini went to get for me panadols, what a good fren(:
btw, the video of the race is on facebook.
it's one of my best race videos cuz there's a commentator behind it.
anw, i cant believe i was emo the night before the race.
i saw the doc in the aftn and he told me i was on the verge of getting bronchitis.
you have no idea how demoralized i felt.

ran 4x400m in the aftn.
yay i wasnt the last runner.
i love being the 2nd runner, but mr wong is so gonna put me as last runner on thur ):
nvm, either way we must come in 3rd.
ahh but i got 800m finals 1 hour before 4x400m.
i pray my cough will go away soon, i wont get boxed in drg the race and i'll come in top 5:D

true enough, you kept to your word (:

hottie hot hottie

2009-04-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

wassup with the weather today?!!
it's pissing me off.
i've been feeling so hot and gross the entire day.
it's late at night and i'm still feeling the heat.
must be global warming. this sucks.
this aftn i boarded a bus with its aircon spoilt and i was feeling so uncomfortable and stuffy.
why am i so unlucky?

what sucks even more is that my cough aint getting any better.
how am i going to get a medal on mon?
if i dont come in top 3 for 400m, i wont want to run the 4x400m heats in the aftn esp as the last runner.
HMPFFF!

it's like everything is not working out for me.
i trained really hard for nats and now i'm sick.
i'm way behind lessons right now and what's worse is that i'm not going to be in sch on mon.
i'm lost at what tutorials have been gone through.
there's phy spa to worry abt. i dont know when is the make up day.
havent studied for chem ca yet! so gonna flunk it.
gahh track isnt going well for me and in no time, my studies will be going down too.
this is so frustrating!

please turn things around.

nationals

2009-04-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

track nats has begun this week.
800m heats on mon didnt turn out so well.
ran a 2.38, 5secs off pb, got boxed in, lost to someone by 0.01s, 7th qualifier.
BOOOO! ):
i want top 5 for 800m.

well, today was not too bad considering that i got cough and my lungs felt congested.
made a new pb for 400m(64.4s), 2nd qualifier.
was happy until i found out that my timing cant get me into the Bgirls 400m finals!
this yr the Agirls 400m standard is really low.
like hello, 67s can qualify into finals alr!!
last yr i ran a 65s and i barely got into finals.
but i still thank God for what he has given me(:
wanna hit below 64s for finals and get top 3!

no matter what, i'll still trust in You

ptm + allcomers 800m

2009-04-06T23:09:00.001+08:00

last weekend was AWESOME!

on sat was PTM.
dr goh was so nice, she said lots of nice stuff abt me.
when i got home, my dad gave me $100.
now i can go buy my reebok bag alr(:
my mum wanted to buy an itouch for me(:
it wasnt cuz of ptm. she was just being nice.
even though i wanted an itouch so badly, i rejected her offer cuz i only had my current mp3 for 1yr + but the screen has a problem. too lazy to snd for repair and warranty is up anw.
if it spoils further then i'll get an itouch. yay! pls break down soon.

on sun was allcomers 800m.
i made a new pb.
my previous pb was 2:34:36.
now it's 2:33 on the dot.
and i really mean it's 2:33:00. cool timing right?
shld have pushed abit harder then will hit 2:32:59
looks better(:

GAHH! i'm so mad at the nationals programme.
there's no Agirls 400m heats which means cannot leave sch early next tue! ):
there's 6 heats for Aboys 400m and only 2 heats for Agirls.
why so few girls take part in 400m?!
this gives me more pressure to qualify into the finals.
oh and you know what! i'm in lane 6 ):
well, at least there's 1 girl who's starting in front of me(:

have faith.

sph relay

2009-03-30T15:39:00.002+08:00

sph relay was great.
we got 4th for 4x800m ytd(: yay! not last.
my 800m timing wasnt that good but it wasnt that bad either.
well at least it was below 2:40.
had to warm up 3 times thanks to the rain.
serena screamed really loud and awful when the guys ran.
jessica was exceptionally quiet.
khai was quite smelly as usual.

ohhhhh you know what!
i think i'm damn suay!
a pic of me passing the baton to jessica ytd just had to be in the newspaper today.
mel smsed me abt it in the mrg and i went to see.
i got a shock cuz i looked really unglam ):
what's worse was when i went to sch, glenn showed me the pic in his phone and of course he showed some ppl in class.
i'm so gonna smack him if he puts it up on the notice board!!!
next time whenever i run pass the finishing line, i'm gonna make sure i have a big smile on my face, just like annabelle:D

hmm i'm quite sad abt NAPFA today.
didnt get A for sit and reach. missed by 2cm.
it's not that i'm inflexible. it's just that my arms are short or my legs are long.
unfair!

i''m losing faith...

2009-03-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

nats xcountry wasnt too good for me but awesome for the team.
the team came in 3rd. it's like the ultimate. we won acjc and vjc!
but i dont deserve it.
the top 4 runners in the team came in top 20. cool right? obviously i'm not one of them luh.
cmon i dont like running anything more than 1500m.
alvin lam lam lam (i dunno why but i find his surname funny) gave me false hopes ): say he counted my position and i came in top 20. pish posh.
but he owes me ice cream at cold rock at holland v for that.

at least CT results cheered me up.
my econs result shocked me.
my studying tactic for econs worked(:
dont memorise, just read.

so after the xcountry we went to united square to eat at pasta mania.
mslim is so nice. she treated us(:
after that, some of us went to cine to watch confessions of a shopaholic.
the movie was quite good cuz it has many hilarious parts in it.

ahh finally i can concentrate on track events.
but it's only 3 more weeks to track nats.
how am i gonna peak on time with only 9 more trainings.
oh man. i really wanna run well for track nats this yr.
it's been a vry long time since i've felt a sense of satisfaction after a race.
as far as i rmb. the last time i felt that way was last yr nats juniors 800m finals when i hit 2.34 (:

wheeeee.... sph relay in the weekend.
gonna run 4x800m on sunday.
aww i'm not running 4x400 ):
i prefer that to 4x800 luh. but at least i'll be running that for nationals:D
anw, the best part is that i'm not gonna be the last runner. i'll be the 1st runner instead.
so after i run, i can watch and cheer my team mates in peace (:

it's tmr!

2009-03-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

nationals xcountry is TMR.
i think it'll most probably be my last xcountry race ever.
really hope i'll feel good after the race and achieve my noob target of top 30:D
gonna try my new tactic... start RELAX AND SLOW until after the slope.
yes i'm darn right gonna run at a relax and slow pace when the horn goes off and i wont care abt ppl overtaking and drifting apart from me at the start.
ok ok this new tactic better cooperate with me if not i'll be screwing up my race bigtime.

ooohh. i finally watched hotel for dogs.
watched it with weimin and michelle just now at amk hub.
my first time watching a movie at amk hub(:
i'm kinda broke now...
but it's okay... i got 5 bucks with mel
and glenn owes me 5 bucks too cuz...
I DID A PULL UP! HAAAA! (:

march holiday!

2009-03-19T20:50:00.005+08:00

so sad. march holiday is gonna be over soon.
i've still yet to buy a backpack and a wallet.
i must get a backpack by this week and i'll just forget abt getting a new wallet for the time being until i come across one which i'll like alot.

guess how my 400m race went?
btw it was postponed to this morning due to the heavy rain on sun.
THANK GOD IT WAS POSTPONED:D :D :D
i was feeling extremely nervous on that day.
maybe it's cuz i was put in lane 8 (a noob lane) and there were pro runners in my heat.
but things miraculously turned ard 180degrees today.
i was only feeling slightly nervous and vry few ppl turned up.
so the officials combined the runners from other heats and my lane was changed to lane 4:D
yay! i got the pro lane.
was feeling quite tired before the race cuz i sleptover in sch thanks to track camp which was FUN(:
you know i was so tired that i became blur at the starting line and for a moment i forgot how to use the starting block.
anw, came in 1st in my heat but the chijtp girl was catching up.
shucks. gotta work on my last stretch.
timing wasnt good ): 65.98s. aiyah i'll just round it off to 66s.
it sucks.
cant wait for nats xcountry to be over next wed so i can fully train for my track events.

watched departures with rachel and khai this aftn at j8
i thot the movie will make me cry but it didnt so it aint that good.
it has lots of hilarious parts though.
or maybe it's cuz of rachel and her nonsense.
but i still think watching hotel for dogs will be more enjoyable(:

CT is over!

2009-03-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

no more studying for a week till sch reopens:D
maybe i'll do abit of revision next week if i feel like it.
common test papers were tougher than promos so i can just forget abt getting an A grade):
i'll be really happy if i get C for all my H2 subjects.

continuing from the last post...
by now most of you wld know that i got E for chinese.
not bad huh considering that i got D7 for olvl:D
credit goes to qingting(for tutoring me for 30mins) and my mum (for translating every sentence of the passages in the textbook to me)
the best part is that no one in class ended up taking chinese B. whooots.

i'm feeling quite nervous abt this coming sun's 400m race.
everything was fine until i saw the start list!
8th lane. why so suay? i'm feeling the pressure yo.
went to check every single competitor's results for last yr's nationals(:
there are abt 3 pro runners in my heat.
what do i mean by pro?
erm let's see. 1 of them came in 3rd for 400hurdles last yr. she ran in 70s.
crazy can? 70s with hurdles. i wonder what timing she'll clock without hurdles.
i pray i'll come in at least 3rd in my heat and run in less than 66s.

naruto manga... here i come!

alvl chinese result tmr!

2009-03-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

I'M FEELING NERVOUS FOR TMR!
if i get S or better, i'll put the biggest and most retarded smile on my face throughout the entire day even though i will have to treat sally and qingting to yami yougurt :D
if i get U.... i'll go home and cry then go for training after that.
not sure if i can cry over chinese results though.
i just pray that God will show me mercy and spare me a year of chinese B (:

i'm not sure if i shld be happy abt the xcountry race ytd.
came in 3rd but my timing is 9s slower than the time trial ):
blame it on mr liu and the 60 burpees he made us do the day before.
i alr felt lactic building up in my legs when i ran up the 1st slope!!
but i'm glad i didnt give up esp after running up the killer slope.

i love this pic! i look the tallest in it(: and the white-est -.-"

dont push it

2009-03-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

sch xcountry is tmr!
wah wah wah.
i hope i'll get 2nd... no joke.
erm..i guess 3rd is okay too.
i normally cant do my best during races but i'll make tmr an exception!:D
common test is next week and smth is really pissing me off..
gosh. i've been getting pissed off really easily these few days.
must be cuz of stress. ha.
i better get what i want tmr if not i'll start grumbling uncontrollably. gah.

off to study for a little while more.

DE notes

2009-02-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

remember the deal i made like 3 weeks ago abt paying $2.50 to the person who manages to find my maths DE notes?
well, the deal is officially off.
i got it back today without having to pay anyone!:D
cuz apparently, glenn quah, who sits beside me, STOLE my notes and hid it in his bag.
nahh, he accidentally mixed it in his pile of junk luh.
can you believe it? my set of notes was suffocating in his smelly dirty bag for 3 weeks!!
luckily it was still in a good condition.
yay, you have no idea how happy i am to be able to reunite back with my DE notes man:D

this morning a gay came to school to give a talk on sexuality.
he's seriously the gay-est guy i've ever met.
literally a woman trapped in a man's body.
but it's kinda sad though.

I ATE KFC TODAY and now i'm running out of cash.
i can only spend $4 a day for this week unless khai returns me my $9. *erhem!* (:

okay. off to bed. nighty!

i need more free time

2009-02-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

i've just wasted 4 hours on the comp...
this week i've made a record of not using the comp at all for 5 days!
cldnt stay away from it any longer when i suddenly thought of reading the lastest ep of naruto.
cant be bothered with the anime anymore. it's too draggy. shall continue after alvls.
wanna know an even better record i've made?
i havent watched disney channel at all ever since school started.
can you believe it?
i used to watch it everyday for hours esp from 9-11pm during sch holiday.

i'm kinda worried abt tmr's econs fa.
havent read through the econs notes yet.
even if i did, i wldnt be able to rmb anything.
arghh... i seriously think i have low IQ.
it's like i'll totally forget all the stuff i read in a sec.
WHY LIKE THAT?! ):

okay i shall get lost now before i waste another hour on the comp.
bye.

spa

2009-02-11T21:14:00.004+08:00

i'm back!
havent been updating cuz i've been quite busy lately with all the memorising for SPA.
my brain has a major issue on memorising a large amt of content.
furthermore, i had phy spa and then chem spa the next day so i got to prepare for both of them.
screwed up phy spa ytd with careless mistakes ):
but thank God i managed to spot and correct the bulk of them.
the tcher was looking at my workings for vry long and i sensed smth was wrong so i checked again and found out i made so many careless mistakes.
must be the lack of slp that's why i was so blur.

oh oh. i changed my braces colour to pink last thur:D
it's sooo nice and pretty and my teeth.
my next colour will be either violet or black.
i think i'll most probably choose violet.

went to serene centre for dinner after training today.

surprisingly most of the trackers went(:

ate macs and island creamery!
i bet my training for today had gone to waste.
awww... i didnt get to eat mud pie.
actually i kinda forgot abt it after eating from the pint of reverso that serena bought and also laughing at the horny side of azman. sick-o.

got to revise econs for tmr's case study test now.
gonna fail anw but at least i dont fail too badly.
i just want a S or a high U:D

monday blues

2009-02-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling slightly unhappy.
not cuz it's the start of the week but it's cuz the week didnt start well.
this might sound stupid but the reason why i'm sad it's mainly becuz of maths.

it first started with the maths FA.
obviously i failed it that's why i'm sad.
the qns were actually manageable but my brain was not working.
sigh. i think i became more stupid.

after break i found out that my maths DE notes were missing!
i bet someone stole it!
kidding la. cj ppl dont steal notes lo. only rj ppl do. hahaha!
sigh. i'm still quite worried abt it even though jessica is gonna photocopy hers in exchange for a cup of track juice (orange + starfruit juice).
it's just not the same. the handwritting and the stuff i've written on it.
sooo...
i've decided to pay $2.50 to the person who finds my maths DE notes!
but if u accidentally brought it home then it's not counted.
initially was $2 but then zheng zhang was like telling me $2 can hardly afford a bowl of noodles.

the last incident that made me upset was.....
I DROPPED MY HANDPHONE!
it's the 3rd time ever since i got it and the worst fall it experienced.
it bounced and hit the pillar and the cover came out ):

yay! i'm such a nice friend.
nora left her shoe bag at ccab after training.
then when i just reached home after dinner with my mum, she called me to ask if anyone brought it back.
i thought justin did but nahh, he didnt.
so i decided to go down to ccab to get her shoe bag.
well, my dad drove me there and back... too lazy to walk or take a bus la.
anw, SO NICE OF ME RIGHT? :D
i bet melissa wouldnt do that even though she stays near ccab too. neh neh.
sucha bad friend!
hahaha. why am i suaning her when she doesnt read my blog...
blah.

yellow yellow dirty fellow

2009-02-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

went back to school in the aftn to do the track banner after training and going to ps.
it was like a laughing session.
i think the funniest was when joanne and wanyi were trying to paint each other and joanne landed her foot on a palette of paint.
oh, not forgetting that yellow was the unlucky colour.
yellow paint was spilt 3 times.
the 1st 2 times were thanks to khai!
the worst was when he knocked down the can of yellow nippon paint.
luckily can wash off lo.
you know, it's amazing that khai's crappy drawing turned out to be smth good.
it gave us an idea to transform the letter "I" into someone running on the track.
not bad man.

gonna slp soon.
didnt revise for maths fa which is the 1st thing after assembly tmr.
oh well, hope i wont fail it.
nights.

why so mean?

2009-01-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

wed's training was killer.
200m , rest 1.5min, 400m, rest 2.5min
was suppose to be 4 sets initially but i think ms lim felt sorry for us so she made some of the girls stop after the 3rd set.
i had to run 200m more with jessica.
she chionged like siao luh.
scare me you know!
esp when i kept seeing her skinny arms at the corner of my eye.
the 200m totally busted my butt followed by my head.
it was super painful... but i like:D
this workout rocksss! unlike long runs.

mass pe this aftn was sucky.
it wasnt vry tiring except for push ups.
cant do the girls' style ):
mr sun wanted to see me after pe.
thought it was becos of the colour of my hair tie and clip but it was becos of the colour of my hair instead.
for 1 year no tcher has said anything abt my hair and now he wants me to dye back to black -.-"
grrr!

Chinese Niu Year

2009-01-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

visited the usual places today.
i was just looking forward to getting many angbaos that's all.
other than that, it was boring.
oh ya speaking of angbaos...
i received an angbao which has a $1 note inside only! what a joke man.
dont know who's the cheapo ):
anw, overall i got less money than my sis.
bet my mum gave her extra angbaos.
but it doesnt matter cuz if i add my christmas money and 2 weeks of savings, i'll have much more than her:D

my bro is going back to tekong tmr aftn.
when he first went into army, i was like "yay! he wont be using the computer the entire day anymore" but now i really wish he'll stay and use it for as long as he likes.
then all i can do is to stay in my room and mug.
the stupid comp is my one and only distraction in the house luh.
every night i'll be so tempted to use it. grr

retarded

2009-01-23T20:57:00.014+08:00

check it out. i got a long cut on my leg.

i know it's quite stupid taking a pic of my big thighs but i was really bored k!
couldnt concentrate while revising for chem.
i bet you're wondering how i got such a long cut of 7.5cm.
look look! i measured it lo.
okay, i think this is retarded.
so anw, i was feeling vry emo then and i couldnt take it so i just took out a penknife and cut my left thigh.
i know i'm weird.
normally when people are emo they'll cut their wrists right?
but my wrist had too many scars alr and i dont want to overlap them with a new one cuz each of them are precious to me.
sigh. i'm so tempted to just cut myself again! it's addictive you know esp when i keep feeling emo every night.

haha alright!
if you believe whatever i've typed previously then you've been tricked(:
the truth is i just used a marker to draw a long red line on my thigh! hahaha! so bo liao right?
well, if you believe that too then you've been fooled again!
omgosh. dont mind me. i'm in a retarded mood right now.

ok ok. i tell you what really happened k?
believe it or not, i got the cut when i was shaving my leg.
the shaver was razorless.
so as i was using it to scrape the veet hair removal cream off my leg together with the hair, it just slide through my thigh leaving a long deep cut.
sucks right? veet is suppose to make my legs pretty and smooth but they gave a razorless shaver with vry sharp sides.
now my thigh is gonna have a long ugly scar! luckily it's not so thick.

ho ho ho. if you believe that too then you've been tricked for the third time!
and if you really thought you've been tricked for the third time then you've been tricked for the 4th time cuz the previous explanation was really the truth.
lol. hope i'm not confusing you.

anw, today's cny celebration was really fun.
the performances were entertaining as usual.
the sad part of the day was that no one wanted to eat my twisties! ):
what's wrong with twisties? it's nice lo.
tomato flavour somemore you know! it's the best flavour for twisties(:

after the whole celebration thing, i went out with serena, khai, jessica and justin to vivo.
met up with rachel and wanyi there.
then the 7 of us watched a movie.
my first time watching at vivo!
i was amazed by the wide gap between my seat and the seat in front of mine.
i could stretch my leg for once(:
btw, we watched love matters.
it's a stupid hilarious show. wanyi was laughing vry loudly.
the part which ruined the entire movie was the ending.
it was so abrupt.
it's like the director was so sick and tired of doing the movie and he just added in " THE END" to settle it once and for all. disappointing.

okay! gotta go slp soon.
training tmr morning is gonna be tough.
scary.

it's meant to be....

2009-01-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

i just rmbed smth cool which happened at tampines mall on sat.
(btw, we went there after the screwed up race.)
as we were walking towards the mall, all of a sudden i thought abt linglin and i told wanyi "you know linglin right? she hasnt asked me out for more than a year already leh." i was feeling slightly upset abt it.
wanyi replied "you go ask her out la" and i was like "orh ok lo"
but i wasnt planning to cuz i dunno how to ask and i seldom ask ppl out.
i'll normally wait for someone to plan an outing or smth.
anw, while we were going up to the kopitiam, i saw linglin walked passed the escalator.
i called out to her and we started talking for awhile.
so coincidental right?
what was even more coincidental was that she also thought of me that day cuz she saw waffletown. :D
awww.. i'm so touched luh.

thinking abt this cheers me up abit.
sigh. i'm so sick and tired.
every night, i'm struggling to distract myself from a thought which is really killing me.
this is like my first tribulation of the year.
i wonder when and how will it end.
well, at least i know there will be a happy ending.

upsetting

2009-01-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

wanna know how WELL i did for the xcountry race on sat?
well, my timing was much worse than on wed!
so obviously it's another screwed up race.
you know, the probability of me screwing up a race is abt 90%.
sigh. i have no idea why i just cant do well.

training this aftn was at macritchie.
ran 1 round of girls route then boys route
the workout was quite alright except that i needed to pee really badly.
while running the boys route, serena started speeding up when we came out to the road and i was struggling to hold my bladder while keeping up with her.
it was torturing you know!
anw, ms lim is gonna step up training.
not sure if it's a good thing cuz i cant even cope with the workout she has been giving.
ah well, it's only abt 2 months left of training so might as well give my all :D

going off to my room now!
BYE!(:

after one week of school

2009-01-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

the 1st week of sch just ended and it has taken a toll out of me.
for the past few nights, i'll just fall aslp straightaway when i lie on my bed.
blame in on the econs holiday hw which i had no choice but to do cuz the tcher wants to collect it.
trainings after school have been pretty exhausting as well.
and not forgetting tuition hw. gosh! it's more than sch hw la.
i hardly have time for revision ):

SAA xcountry is tmr at bedok reservoir.
the route doesnt have a single slope at all! doesnt it sounds good?
well, it isnt. cuz the entire route is on gravel!
except for a few parts where we'll run on road but it's only for abt 50m out of 4.3km!
i was quite irritated running on the stupid pebbles on wed.
oh yes! the wind kept blowing vry strongly that i felt i cld hardly move forward luh.
i'm so not looking forward to tmr's race.
bet the weather is going to be really hot and that the wind will be a nuisance.

sigh. you know i feel really guilty.
ever since school started, i put so little time aside for God.
every night i'll only say a-less-than-10 sentences prayer then off the lights and fall aslp.
maybe i should have proper time management and not use the comp every day.
thinking abt it... if i dont use the computer, i'll save at least 1 hour a day:D
argh it's difficult to avoid using it but i'll try(:
okay it's really late.. off to my room!

ICE CREAM!!

2009-01-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

i think i got slightly darker:D
went swimming this afternoon with my sis.
after that we sat at the pool side to eat snacks for awhile as usual.
it's like a super mini picnic. HAHA.

did abit of hw n revision till night.
i seriously cant study at home.
there's a tall mirror in my room and i always end up staring into it and start stoning.
so it's like i'm looking at myself stoning through the mirror. retarded right?

just now i was suppose to go island creamerying with samuel.
but sadly....
somehow i kinda expected that anw. hehe(:
so since i really felt like eating ice cream and i got turned down, i went to the petrol station opposite and got 2 pints of strawberry hagen daz ice cream :D
wanted to buy one only but there was an offer. 2 for $23.90.
gosh. i sound like an aunty.
anw, i passed 1 pint to jean.
i bet her face lited up vry brightly when i called to tell her i wanna give a pint of HAGEN DAZ ice cream.
it's to encourage her to grow even fatter and to interfere with her losing weight idea.
haha kidding la.
it's her happy belated bday, christmas, new yr and valentine gift. it's also a sorry gift for not having dinner with her just now and for forgetting to wish her happy birthday last yr.
as for the other pint, i ate it all by myself(:
nah i'm not that selfish. i'm jaNICE yo!
i shared with my sis and we finished it all.
bet she loves me for that.
you know, sharing makes me feel happy and keeping things for myself makes me feel guilty.
yay!

laser quest + CJ open house

2009-01-09T22:54:00.003+08:00

we finally played LASER QUEST. whooO!

on wed, had training at 5pm at ccab.
after that 8 of us headed to cck area for laser quest.
however, we reached there late.
took abt an hour to reach the laser quest place lo. wasted our time.
so we just headed back to lot1 for dinner. tsk.

on thur, we decided to go back for laser quest again.
this time 10 ppl came.
serena, jessica, jiaai, wanyi, khai, shauqi, justin, daniel and nat tiong.
cool right? it's the first time so many ppl came for a track outing.
we played 2 games. 20mins and 10mins.
daniel was ranked 1st for both games. bet he always go there play.
i was 3rd for both games. not bad right?
serena was the best improved. from last to 4th :D
lastly, khai is a loser. pull the team down. whahaha.

today was a tiring day.
training at macritchie in the morning.
surprisingly, i was in the mood for training and i did the workout properly.
usually i'll just give up like the speed workout on wed.
had open house in the aftn.
boring!!! except the last part where we watched the performances.
after that we headed to chomp chomp for dinner.
i was seriously starving.
i'm amazed that i lasted the whole day on chippy's cheese sausage with mash potato only.

i'm so excited for sch to start.
quite sick of sch hol alr.
but i havent done finish my hw and revision yet ):
what's worse is that i also got tuition hw for gp and phy to do.
i plan to spend the whole aftn of tmr completing all these rubbish.
hopefully i'll be discipline enough to do so.
okay off to play viwawa till i'm tired.

happening week

2009-01-02T23:49:00.013+08:00

new year's eve:
had training at toapayoh stadium in the morning.
speed workout with spikes :D
i never felt like puking after a workout for a vry long time.
couldnt puke anything out though cuz didnt eat breakfast before training.
had lunch with the trackers then jessica, serena, khai, justin and i headed to plaza sing to watch a movie.
caught yes man. great movie.
at night, met up with church peeps for dinner then headed to church.
spent most of the time playing heart attack.
the gameshow was vry entertaining as well.
the best part was the countdown where everyone went wild :D

today:
pw group outing at sentosa! i love my pw group (:
it's vry happening with interesting scandals esp the one abt the couple in our group.
we had picnic at the beach....
ate the sandwiches the lovely couple made together. awww...
oh oh and guess what! i finally get to dig a big hole in the beach with pris.
our hole wasnt vry deep though...
we went to play in the water too.
too bad sean didnt bring extra set of clothes and he ended up being our camera man like he was while we were doing pw.pris was burried in the hole we dug...we went cycling after playing at the beach.
sean cant cycle properly luh.
i nearly collided with him a couple of times. grrr
this dustbin is way cool... T20!titanic pose!
so that's about it.
got to sleep now. morning run at macritchie tmr... sigh

when i woke up, you're gone.

2008-12-30T17:43:00.007+08:00

i woke up not long ago. feel so slack.
okay, i did wake up at like 12 plus before that to eat lunch then i went back to sleep again cuz i got a bad headache.
sigh. i didnt get to say goodbye to blaze ): his owner picked him up this mrg.
he did come into my room but i was too sleepy to wake up and play with him.
now i'm left with no one to play with when i'm bored.
anw, here are new pics i took during his stay.he's afraid of the croc toy on his back. sometimes i'll chase him ard with it until he'll hide under a table or chair.managed to take pics with him:D he kept moving his head.

ytd, i went for dental app and i changed my braces to orange colour.
i'm so gonna get pink someday...
haha

it aint gonna bring me down

2008-12-26T16:42:00.004+08:00

guess what, christmas day ended with a vry painful moment for me.
last night, my sis and i were happily bringing the dog out for a walk.
then we came up with this game where one of us holds the treat and the other runs with the dog towards it.
so we were playing for a few rounds then i decided to go home and change to my shoes cuz i cldnt run fast and i was afraid my new pair of havaianas will get spoilt.

when we went out to the garden to play again, it was my turn to run with the dog.
so there i was sprinting after him and stupidly holding on to the leash when suddenly he slowed down and ran into my path.
i knew i had to stop immediately if not i'll run over the dog and injure him.
the next thing i rmbed was rolling on the ground and my left knee was hurting like crap.
i was crying away and the dog just stood next to me SMILING!!
anw, i think i sprained it but thank God it's better now.
i also scraped my right elbow. vry gross la. can see the flesh.
i'm gonna have an ugly elbow ):

at first i was quite upset abt my knee. i wanted to start training properly next week and this unfortunate accident must happen.
but after thinking abt it for awhile, i was actually grateful that it wasnt that bad.
i really thank God that i went home to change to shoes.
if i was wearing slippers, i think i might have sprained my ankle.
i was also thankful that it was me and not my sis who got injured cuz she was wearing slippers. haha!:D

alright, maybe i shld listen to my father next time cuz before i went out of the house again, he warned me to becareful and not to fall.
well... who wld have expected the dog to suddenly slow down and go in front of me.
okay, maybe it's said that shetlands have the tendency to slow down in front of ppl and not run straight. my sis told me that after i fell! -.-"

finally I heard You speak again...

2008-12-25T13:32:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!:D
yay! going to church soon for service. cant wait.

i think when i resume training next week, i'll be super unfit again.
stupid cough is getting in my way.
it's really annoying.
ytd in church, i was trying really hard not to cough but phelgm kept getting stuck in my throat and suffocating me.
well, at least it is finally getting better. hopefully it'll be gone by the end of this week.
the past few trgs have been rather demoralising for me. sigh.
oh on mon, we did slope workout at the CEMETRY. crazy right? haha
obviously i didnt complete it ):
i gotta start picking myself up. only abt 4 more months of trg left till i'm free from track :D

You said "in the end you'll see it",
but what exactly will i see?

christmas is coming:D

2008-12-23T12:31:00.003+08:00

dim sum buffet with the trackers ytd at chinatown.
the food was quite nice but weird, like their siewmai's skin is half green, and their service sucks.
kenrick was being a joker as always, making everybody at the table laugh.
we exchanged presents after eating :D
luckily i didnt get the retarded presents like eugene's one.
he wrapped his small gift in many layers of newspaper.

29th dec is coming soon and blaze will be going home ):
i'm so gonna miss him. i think he's so cute when he keeps sneezing and i found out that he's scared of my crocodile toy.
also, ytd after trg, wanyi and jessica came to my hse and blaze went to hump wanyi (:

sch hol is coming to an end and i havent done finish my hw yet.
i'm not planning to do econs at all and i'm gonna do chem halfway cuz i dont know how to do some qns.
as for maths, i havent started on it yet.
maybe i'll start tmr:D
argh. i still got phy tuition hw to do by tmr.
i forgot almost everything on phy.

alright. gotta bring blaze out for a walk now.
he keeps whining.

the laughter never ends

2008-12-18T22:39:00.004+08:00

went out with my beloved sports sch friends this aftn at vivo :D
cass, clara, lossini and mylene.
they're still as funny as ever.
sadly kawai didnt come if not we'll have a really crazy time...
and i'll have a physically painful time. haha nahh i dont think she's that much of a barbarian anymore.
usually when i go out i'll only eat 1 meal with my frens, but when i went out with them, i ate 2 meals!
lunched at pasta mania. sadly, gordon and grace werent working if not can get free soup and garlic bread(:
after abt 3 hours, we ate dinner at food republic where lossini got ripped off by the fried rice. she had to pay $8+... sad.
anw, we visited the pet shop! yay. whenever i'm at vivo, it's a must to go to the pet shop to see DOGS.
we also went to the gold class lounge at GV to see guopei cuz he's working there. havent seen him for a long time and i thought his voice broke but he said he has a sore throat.

argh. none of us brought a camera to take pics.
so... we shall meet up again soon and the next time we'll take grp pics :D
oh but cass did take a picture...

fever

2008-12-16T19:23:00.002+08:00

couldnt sleep well last night cuz i was vry sick.
my head and body were aching.
kept feeling hot and cold. it's like i'm freezing and suddenly i feel hot and i start perspiring.
had subsequent nightmares and i can still recall some of them.
like.... i regret getting a large unfinished tattoo on my leg (must be cuz i keep watching miami ink) and i had to gather up flying numbers but they just keep flying ard (stupid)
i took my temperature and guess what it was... 39.3 degrees.
i was vry scared that my brain wld be fried.
tried callling my dad but he wasnt answering his phone so i went into my bro's room crying and showed him the thermometer. it was retarded.
anw, bro made me take 2 lemsick and 1 panadol which is overdosing but after an hour my fever was gone:D

oh... i must mention how sweet blaze was.
when my mum came home, she started imitating how i sounded like while talking to her on the phone to tell her how sick i was.
then blaze started barking at her.
yay! i bet he knew that my mum was making fun of me so he wanted to tell her of. haha :D

sleepover + chalet + blaze + suki

2008-12-15T17:30:00.007+08:00

slept over at serena's house on wed with rachel, wanyi and jessica.
we did our boards for the J2s and rachel saw them except hers.
the one i did for cheryl was PRETTY... right?
bet rachel was jealous cuz cheryl has a prettier board.
in other words, mine is better than jessica's :D
i played with serena's chihuahua too.
she always wants belly rub. no fun.

went for track chalet at aloha loyang the next day.
enjoyed it vry much even though i didnt get to dig a big hole in the beach.
we played indian poker and i lost twice, so each time i had to drink abt 1/4 cup of water mix with chilli sauce, ketchup, banana, apple and gravy from dinner. GROSS.
during the 1st night, retarded wanyi and minghwee put toothpaste on my face and hands cuz i slept earlier. i like it on my face though (:

guess who came to stay on sat for 2 weeks!!!
blaze is cuter and barks less compared to when he stayed over in june but he still whines alot.
he likes to sleep under the curtains and he uses his nose to touch mine.
so cute right?
i tried taking pics with him but he keeps moving ard.

i'm sick now.
my throat is annoying and what's worse is that i trained in the rain today.
nevertheless, i still went to eat at suki with jean today.
love the new buffet menu.
ate 14 items. kinda sick of jap food now. sooo... i'm not gonna eat that anymore for the rest of this yr:D

okay. gonna play daidee at viwawa now.
i'm addicted to the game!

10km

2008-12-07T20:39:00.003+08:00

ran this mrg's 10km in 56mins): gahhhh.
was quite annoyed at the start and end of the race.
firstly, we didnt have time to squeeze our way to the front of the starting line.
in fact, we were way behind when the race started.
when i passed the line, the aunties in front were walking and jogging VERY SLOWLY and obviously blocking my way with their fats. haha kidding. i shant be so bad.
it was also quite packed towards the finishing line. why cant they just open up since they're reaching the end?
after today's experience, i dislike running big races like this one.
oh oh. ms lim came in 3rd again for the full marathon. so pro man:D

-

2008-12-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

i dont feel like updating the blog for the past few days.
maybe i'll update like once a week from now on.

on tue my 3month old phone had a big problem.
it kept restarting.
headed down to wisma to get it repaired.
argh. repairing means wiping out everything in your phone.
so goodbye to my nice smses and some contacts ):
i really regret getting that phone.

i hired a tuition tcher who teaches gp and econs.
told my mum to fire him after the first lesson cuz he smokes.
i cant stand those cigarette smell.
when he came into my hse i could smell that smokey plus alcholoic smell. grossss.
after the lesson, he left my room smelling like him. yucks luh.
i kinda find his teaching quite good though.

i watched 2 movies this week!
1st was wild child on wed with some of the trackers after trg.
this aftn i watched bolt with my sis, mum, bro and his gf.
my mum got the ticks for $5 including hotdog bread, popcorn and a can of coke.
she got it from tanglin CC but they scammed us.
they said it was 3D but it clearly wasnt!):
ah well, it's still worth it anw.

the best part of this week was LASER QUEST!
played it with some of the church ppl ytd.
super fun but tiring.
weimin and i were always the bottom 2 ):
i wanna play it again!

alright. gotta slp soon.
there's the standard charted marathon tmr mrg.
running 10km instead of the marathon :D
pls pls pls. i wanna hit below 50mins.

holding on to the impossible

2008-12-01T13:50:00.006+08:00

pics from last week:
training this morning was fartlek.TIRING!
the intense weather was draining our energy.
actually, i was too tired to even think abt the weather.
my shoulders were being annoying as usual but nice lovely sweet serena helped me massage and there was no pain for the last set:D yay!

OH OH OH!
you know what! i got a dent in my skull ):
i'm sad... i dont have a round head.
aww man. when i grow old, i'll be balding and ppl will be freaked out by the huge dent ):
sigh.

alright! off to cut my dirty long nails.
after that i'm gonna sleeeeeep.
hopefully i can wake up at 4 to study.
yessss, i'm gonna start doing revision for at least 3 hours a day:D

BRACES

2008-11-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

i finally got my braces today!(:
chose sky blue... love it!
gahh... my mouth is in so much pain now and i bet i'm gonna get lots of ulcers.
hopefully the pain will go away by next week so that i can eat jap food!
i think all i can eat is porridge but that's good.
i weighed myself this aftn and realised i've gained 2kg! i wanna lose at least 1kg. i dont mind being 46kg but 47kg is too near 50kg. if i'm ever 50kg, i'll only eat veg and fruits till i lose 4kg.

watched beverly hills chihuahua on wed with rachel boey(:
it wasnt as stupid as i expected.
storyline was quite good but the part where the female chihuahua roared was really retarded.

i wonder what's for training tmr.
bet it's fartlek (:

cycling!:D

2008-11-25T23:57:00.004+08:00

had quite a fun and tiring time cycling at east coast park on monday
butt hurts now
training at macritchie was rather demoralising.
a tree collapsed and blocked the route thus we ran the longer way and i walked quite alot ):
soooo cycling was a compensation for my unproductive training.
pics are taken from sally and rena's blog. THANKS:D

we were highly entertained by junlong who made rem chased him for his slippers. junlong kept doing crazy stuff like jumping and climbing everywhere.
btw, daniel joined us later so he wasnt in any of the pics. bet he feels left out(: haha

went to vivo city for dinner with a few church peeps just now.
jazreel, jiaai, mich, weimin, nick and elgene(not sure if i spelt correctly)
had pasta mania. gordon is working there so we had 30% discount, free bowl of soup and lots of garlic bread(:
we laughed quite alot esp at the bear shop where you can make your own bears.
they sell underwear for bears at $6.50! crazy luh.
pics are with mich. shall post it up once i get from her:D

alright going to slp soon.
got training tmr.
gym workout(: slack... i like.
i've been dreading trainings esp LONG RUNS
hate it. my shoulders always hurt and it's really hard to breathe.

slow down

2008-11-21T14:18:00.008+08:00

i think time passes really fast.
another week of sch hol is almost over and i havent been doing much.
there's holiday hw to do but i'm too lazy. shall do it in dec(:
ohh and i'm still craving for salmon sashimi!
i dunno what's wrong with me.
these few days i've been feeling hungry and full at the same time.

hmm let's talk abt wed's training.
this might sound like a bitching session but i just need to tell the whole world how IRRITATED I WAS! (sorry it's gonna be really lengthy) (:
we had a time trial and the new tcher in charge, mr wong guoliang, joined us.
when we started running, he went ahead with the guys and after awhile, he slowed down to run with serena. i was really hoping he wld stay with her throughout the run cuz i hate it when people who are running beside me keep talking when i'm feeling tired. it just makes me vry agitated.
as serena started turning back, he started slowing down to run with me that's when my face turned black and he told nora who is not vry far away to close the gap.
i was thinking if i let her overtake me, maybe he'll run with her. true enough, he did:D
so i was a joyful girl once again, planning when to start speeding up to overtake her back.
however, not long after, he came back to me -.-"
GRRRR!

so i decided to forget abt whatever i've planned and just think of ways to get rid of him.
i tried to slow down so that he'll think i'm too slow and hopeless that he'll speed up to nora but that didnt work. it just made him talked even more.

"open your stride and speed up. you'll be able to cut 5 minutes."
"it's alright if you cant catch up. just do your best and try to cut down a few minutes"
"if you're feeling tired just bend down and let gravity push you forward"

you know, if he just encouraged me once or twice it's enough. i appreciate it and all.
BUT HE KEPT TALKING AND TALKING NON STOP!
i felt like being a straightforward asshole and tell him to shut up and get lost.
neh of course i'm not that mean. being a nice and sensitive person, i did slightly indirect ways to tell him to go away but obviously it didnt get through him.
let's see....

i gave him the hand sign to go forward by waving it up and down
i shook my head in a way of telling him that i'm unhappy with his yapping.
i rolled my eyes to show that i'm damn annoyed.
i even said "ssshhhh" but i guess it was quite soft.

so since all these methods did not work, i started crying abit.
i was super irritated and pissed to the core and the feeling just sucks bigtime if you cant get rid of the irritant.
as soon as i finished the run, i just said out loud "it's so annoying!"
yeah. so obviously he found out that he was being an irritant.

argh.i was complaining to serena that it was worse than running 2.4km with yongchao. then serena said like father like son... cuz yongchao's father is also called guoliang and they're both wongs. HAHAHA.
anw, mr wong talked to me drg cool down. he was like "did i push you too hard just now? last time i would also feel the same way when my coach cheered for me but as you improve, you'll get use to it" -.-" whatever!
yippee! after training, my dad brought my sis, bro and i for prawning:D
this time we caught 50 prawns. my bro is sucha noob. kidding la.

so cool right? i added colour to the font.i just realise that i nvr change the colour of my words b4. HAHA! okay i'm being retarded.

ytd i went for the ASIA CONFERENCE at expo :D :D :D
it ended quite late so we missed the last train to city hall.
took a bus from tanah merah.
while jazreel and i were on the bus, it suddenly just shut down.
then the bus driver tried to start the engine a couple of times and we were afraid that the bus broke down.
thank God it didnt. if not we'll be stranded at some unfamiliar place in the east.
oh ya. drg the conference, we had to sit at hall 10 which is the overflow.
tsk. at first i thot we had good sits cuz it was near the stage.then when it started, the screen showed people but the stage had nobody ): i thot ppl were gonna be on that stage luh cuz there was a drumbset and keyboard on it.
anyhow, it was still great.
yay! going for the asia conference again ltr.
this time i dont wanna be in hall 10.

live with it

2008-11-15T12:15:00.003+08:00

argh... i give up doing the chem holiday assignment.
just now i tried doing again but the questions are tough or maybe i just dont have the patience to sit down and think for awhile.
shall try again tonight or another day or never.

ytd's trg was gym workout. so slack. tsk.
serena, jiaai and i waited for jessica for 2 hours in the canteen thanks to her OCIP photo taking.
after that we headed to plaza sing to eat lunch then we went to SMU to attempt chem hw.
well, brilliant jessica said that it was a conducive place.
when we sat there to do our work, there was vomit smell, screams from a grp of ppl playing soccer table just behind us and a band was playing with their singer singing so loudly and horribly. -.-"
lousy jessica:D haha.

oooohhh yay i went prawn fishing on tue!
my dad, sis and i caught a total of 41 prawns in 3 hours.
i wanna go back there next week.
it's damn fun and addictive la.

went for long run at macritchie this mrg.
it was so much better than last week.
the pace was faster and we did not walk(:
yay! wanyi is joining us for training next week.
i guess i wont feel so alone when most of the trackers are gone for OCIP.
sigh. i bet next week is gonna be boring with no one to eat lunch with after trg ):
nehh. i'm going to try dragging those leftover peeps along:D

losing it

2008-11-10T20:57:00.004+08:00

this mrg's training was quite tough or maybe cuz i'm vry unfit.
did 5 rounds of fartlek.
suppose to be 3 sets but it started to rain after the 1st set.
lucky me:D
so we did strengthening instead.
didnt feel like doing cuz the ground was dirty with dead bugs la. gross.

after training, we ate at macs in serene centre.
I HAD AN UNPLEASANT HOTCAKES EXPERIENCE!
when i came back from the toilet with jessica, i took off the cover for my hotcakes and i saw there were holes all over them ):
i thot it was the bad service by macs and i was abt to complain.
then daniel told me it was asshole khai.
grrr... he's the meanest monkey i've ever met. worse than those macritchie monkeys luh!
wherever he goes, he has to destroy smth -.-" like what he did to the kitkats in candy empire the other day at vivo.
anw, i made him change hotcakes with me:D HEHE. i always have the final laugh. NEH NEH!

watched High School Musical the 2nd time with jessica, justin and khai.
it's always the 4 of us left ):
i miss the j2s! now only jessica is willing to eat suki sushi with me cuz the rest always have no money! BOOO!
oh and i think the more i watch HSM3, the more i find the movie retarded and the more i love the songs:D

back to reading detective conan. i was just taking a break from it cuz it can get boring sometimes but i dont care i want to finish reading it.

lame...

2008-11-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

sat's run at macritchie was alright i guess. abit slack?
after my run, a guy told me that A STUPID UNCUTE MONKEY TOOK MY BAG!!!
but that guy was nice enuf to help me get it back and guard our stuff:D
nora's bottle was also taken by the monkey and khai stupidly wanted to help her get it back but the monkeys were aggresive and he was scared(:
nahh... it's not worth taking the risk of getting rabies for a bottle.
the monkeys there are EVIL you know.
there's a monkey who went behind a little girl and it snatched the pink bag she was holding!
the girl screamed and her father chased after it.

i think khai should act like a gorilla to scare the monkeys off:D

after the run, jessica,khai, justin and i headed to amk hub for lunch at subway then we had nth to do so we went to the place opposite salvatian army at bishan to watch people fish for prawns.
we stood there for 2hours la. haha.
i want to go prawning next week!!
oh and next time we should go to sentosa to dig a really big and deep hole in the beach and fill it up with seawater:D
HAHAHA!!

gotta slp soon. trg at ccab tmr mrg and i heard it's gonna be tough ):

no more...

2008-11-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

guess what yo!
i got A for current affairs.
it's so retarded la.
i dont read the newspaper AT ALL.

hanged out with the trackers after getting back the report card.
there was the super chocolatey yummy cake which they gave me to celebrate my bday.
i realize tt all the cakes i got from people for my bday are chocolate cakes:D yay!
now here's the FUN PART OF THE DAY...
after lunch at far east, serena, jessica, khai, justin and i headed to vivo cuz i wanted to see PUPPIES and there's daiso for serena to buy her stuff.
the puppies were so cute as usual but khai doesnt know how to appreciate their cuteness.
he went out straight after going into the pet shop cuz all he knows is stoning.

this morning there was a 2.4km run.
shit la. i didnt complete it cuz my shoulders hurt ):
i think my breathing and arm swing seriously has a problem.
ahh well, going for a run at macritchie tmr mrg.
gotta slp now. i hope i dont over sleep

free at last

2008-11-06T20:25:00.006+08:00

booya! oooo. i didnt mention abt ytd after OP.
the 2 vain poks in my pw grp had to go get a haircut cuz they got caught.
so the rest of us followed them to far east to watch:D
let me show you da pixxxx! HAHA! i'm sure they're NICE and THEY DONT MIND(:YAY! i'm so happy that op is over even though i screwed up the QnA part.
but i'm gonna miss those pw gatherings where we just slack and waste time while sean does most of the work.

my calves are aching vry badly from ytd's trg which was SKIPPING!
i cant even walk properly and i have no idea how i'm gonna run 2.4km tmr.
oh man. i think my calves grew bigger and my left arm still feels bigger than my right :(
stupid khai! whack my left arm like a punching bag so many times and my right arm only once.
grrrr... hei ben dan:D

BIRTHDAYYY!

2008-11-05T23:49:00.008+08:00

this yr's bday was the best ever.
i always dont look forward to my bday cuz somehow i'll always have a kind of sad feeling which i myself am not sure why i feel this way.
for every bday i'll just expect an ice cream cake from island creamery from my dad as always and birthday wishes but what i had this yr was more than what i expected:D

i really appreciate the bday wishes esp from those that i dont expect them to rmb and those that i forgot to wish like xinhui and jean =X
what was really memorable ytd was when i was at terry's hse supposedly for pw.
so there i was engrossed with reading detective conan and suddenly i heard ppl singing to me a birthday song.
when i turned ard i saw angel, huisy, jared, gy and rem which were from another pw grp.
i was shocked cuz i didnt know they were in the hse.
they were hiding in the toilet WITH THE CAKE for ard 30mins...
the whole cake looked kinda melted cuz of the chocolate and we needed to put it into the freezer.
anw, a big thank you for the surprise and the sexy present -.-" sick tards.

In the evening, i went to church for the nick vujicic service. he's also known as the guy born without arms and limbs.
it's quite amazing to see that he has so much faith and love for God despite his disabilities.
the auditorium was fully packed that some of us had to sacrifice our seats for the visitors and we were moved to the overflow upstairs which i dont mind cuz i can have an overall view of the congregation:Dafter the service, there's this hug line where we queue up and give him a hug cuz he likes hugs.
jazreel and i went up to the stage to give him a hug. yay.
anw, i went to church not only to hear his message but as a special way to thank God for that turning point in my life exactly a year ago.

i'll never forget the worst bday i ever had. life felt completely meaningless then.
seriously, you have no idea how horrible it was.
it's like you've been living in self denial for months and all of a sudden, in just a day, reality barges in and thrashes your life then leaves a complete mess for you to slowly clean up. The worst part is that you have no idea where to start.
i decided to read the bible in search for words of comfort but i didnt know where to begin reading so i just flip it open and i came to the book of Ecclesiastes which has the phrase "life is meaningless" in it. i read it in search for a solution but it just made me even more confused.
btw just a month ago, i came across an article in the Harvest Times on Ecclesiastes being the most contradicting book in the bible -.-" super suay right?
i never felt very helpless in my entire life before so i prayed for God to pick me up and amazingly, He responded to my prayers quickly:D i'll always rmb the series of events that took place. long story. lazy to elaborate. all i can say is that it was quite obvious that He planned it all.

up till now, whenever i think of how painful it was from experiencing those heartless replies and actions, that stinking hypocritical attitude and those crappy lies, i'll always have tears in my eyes.
it's not that it still hurts but it's because i'm still touched by how God convinced me that my life is in His hands and most importantly, He showed me that in this world, you cant find true love except through Him.

forgive and forget.
my biggest challenge

is there something wrong?

2008-11-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

whooo! just need to tahan 1 more week and i'm freeeeee.
okay not exactly 1 week. more like... 4 more days
yep. OP is on 5th nov. scary.

let's talk abt chinese alvls.
the paper was difficult. i was feeling very agitated while doing it. argh. so pissed you know!
i only know how to do the 1st section cuz i prepared for it.
for the 2nd section i just anyhow do the mcq cuz i dont understand the passage at all.
haha. i practically spam almost all the mcq with the number 2 but apparently there aint many 2s as the answer. i'm just so suay as usual.
as for the 3rd section. i understand the story but i dont understand what it's trying to imply.
i'm very certain i'll end up taking chinese B.
as certain as i was when i said i'm gonna get U for econs.

i met emain and xinhui at KAP macs ytd while i was there for lunch with some of my classmates:D
ok. that was random.

anw, today in church, i had a shock of my life.
i was abt to leave straight away after service to go back to terry's hse for pw or more like to slack there.
then weimin asked me to stay for awhile to wait for some ppl but i nvr bothered to find out why.
yep so there i was chatting with jazreel and michelle when all of a sudden, belle told everyone to sing me a bday song.
ya.. and there was a cake with a lit up candle on it, a card and a present.
thanks people! seriously, i was speechless cuz i didnt expect anyone to wish me happy bday in advance.
oh and thanks for the cake, weimin:D

i feel quite slack. havent been doing long runs ever since after the new balance real run.
was suppose to have training this morning at macritchie but it was raining so training was cancelled.
okay i'll start running again after OP:D
no no.. i'll only start running if i get a dalmatian.
yeah i shld just dream on.
my sis got didnt get an A for science ): missed by 2 marks.. sigh.
but we're gonna bargain after she gets back her report book:D

promoted!

2008-10-25T00:16:00.003+08:00

BOOYA! i'm gonna be in j2 next yr! yay
beginning of this yr i thought i might not be able to handle jc life and before getting the promo results i was so afraid that my grades will be worse than mid yrs.
BUT.... thank God that the above didnt come true!
erm.. there's 1 subject which i did worse than in mid yrs and that's h1 econs.
argh. i just suck at econs BIGTIME.
my h1 subjects are screwed as usual.
U for econs. (won the bet with daniel! ) and E for GP.
but my h2 subjects made me overjoyed.
A for chem and maths and B for phy.
sigh. even so, my parents still do not want to get a dog unless my sis gets B for chinese and A for science, eng and math.
she hasnt gotten back all her results yet.
currently she just needs 1 more A!
argh the suspense is killing me. i want a dalmatian!

off to bed now.
i got my op script, I&R and chinese to settle.
argh my dad keeps asking me abt my chinese revision EVERY DAY when i really have no time to start on it. hopefully on mon?
i cant stand it. he's making me even more stressed up la.
anyhow, i shall settle my op script first then I&R and lastly chinese(: