(Thursday, November 12, 2009-)
+12:44 PM]*
+12:44 PM]*
# emotionally unstable-
i hate what i'm feeling now. the feeling of regret and that i just screwed up my chem paper 3 so i can forget abt getting a damn A.
i had a bad start with the paper. i kinda blanked out at the beginning and because of that, the 1st qn i did was screwed with careless mistakes like i didnt recognise O=C=O was carbon dioxide and i accidentally missed out a super easy question which is probably worth 1mark but a mark is still important esp after i've lost 7 marks in one shot thanks to the reaction kinetics qn which i did not attempt at all. ARGH!
how i wish my brain wld just stop functioning altogether so that i wont have to take alvls anymore and i'll be happily resting in peace in my coffin.
this feeling is so unbearable that i can just waste the entire day crying away if there wasnt any paper tmr.
i had a bad start with the paper. i kinda blanked out at the beginning and because of that, the 1st qn i did was screwed with careless mistakes like i didnt recognise O=C=O was carbon dioxide and i accidentally missed out a super easy question which is probably worth 1mark but a mark is still important esp after i've lost 7 marks in one shot thanks to the reaction kinetics qn which i did not attempt at all. ARGH!
how i wish my brain wld just stop functioning altogether so that i wont have to take alvls anymore and i'll be happily resting in peace in my coffin.
this feeling is so unbearable that i can just waste the entire day crying away if there wasnt any paper tmr.
JaNICE
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(Monday, November 9, 2009-)
+11:11 PM]*
+11:11 PM]*
# i need to chill... but how?-
exam starts tmr!
i'm damn scared cuz...
1) i keep making careless mistakes.
2) my mind keeps blanking out.
3) i cant seem to relax even if i want to.
4) i had a bad dream last night. i dreamt that i got a B for maths(NO i must get an A), F for GP (dont know why there's a F grade) and C for econs (which made my dream slightly better).
shucks i really pray and hope that tomorrow i'll be able to think clearly and not make too many stupid mistakes if not i can just forget about my A.
i'm damn scared cuz...
1) i keep making careless mistakes.
2) my mind keeps blanking out.
3) i cant seem to relax even if i want to.
4) i had a bad dream last night. i dreamt that i got a B for maths(NO i must get an A), F for GP (dont know why there's a F grade) and C for econs (which made my dream slightly better).
shucks i really pray and hope that tomorrow i'll be able to think clearly and not make too many stupid mistakes if not i can just forget about my A.
JaNICE
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(Saturday, November 7, 2009-)
+1:43 AM]*
+1:43 AM]*
# sistaa-
i went to my sister's room to ask her if she had a spare exercise book. then i saw balloons and started playing with them.
tadahhh... so cute right?
after that it led to a camwhore session...
it was suppose to be a ghostly pic but my fringe wasnt long enough.
oooo.. i think we look slightly alike in the above pic. small eyes!
after that i ended up studying in her room.
it's quite conducive when she's around cuz she will do her own stuff when i'm studying and when i get distracted and start playing with myself, she'll go "aye! study!".
yay i got a nice sister(:
but too bad she doesnt have the word nice in her name.
tadahhh... so cute right?
after that it led to a camwhore session...
it was suppose to be a ghostly pic but my fringe wasnt long enough.
oooo.. i think we look slightly alike in the above pic. small eyes!after that i ended up studying in her room.
it's quite conducive when she's around cuz she will do her own stuff when i'm studying and when i get distracted and start playing with myself, she'll go "aye! study!".
yay i got a nice sister(:
but too bad she doesnt have the word nice in her name.
JaNICE
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(Wednesday, November 4, 2009-)
+10:29 PM]*
+10:29 PM]*
# hairpee burpday-
i'm 18 now! which means i can watch M18 movies already but it also means i'm 1 year older. it doesnt matter though cuz i'm not in my late twenties yet.
this year's bday wasnt so bad.
i ate lots of ice cream at island creamery thanks to the dudes :D
was surprised that some friends whom i havent talked to for a long time rmbed my bday but there's facebook to remind them right? so boooooo to those who nvr wished me! nahh kidding. i'm not that bad.
i was surprised that this yr my siblings got me presents.
my sis got me a cute bear notebook and my bro got me goodies.
argh they made me feel guilty for not getting them anything on their bday, but we normally dont get each other stuff. i guess they've changed that culture so from now on i must get them pressies on special occassions and the upcoming one is christmas.
also not forgetting my dad gave me $100. first time lehhh.
ooo yeahh.. i did something gross last night
while i was drying my hair after i've bathed, my towel accidentally pulled my earring out and it fell into the toilet bowl. i would just flush it down if the earring was old but it's a new one and i cant bear to lose it. so i dug my hand into the toilet bowl water and got the earring out. gross right?
this year's bday wasnt so bad.
i ate lots of ice cream at island creamery thanks to the dudes :D
was surprised that some friends whom i havent talked to for a long time rmbed my bday but there's facebook to remind them right? so boooooo to those who nvr wished me! nahh kidding. i'm not that bad.
i was surprised that this yr my siblings got me presents.
my sis got me a cute bear notebook and my bro got me goodies.
argh they made me feel guilty for not getting them anything on their bday, but we normally dont get each other stuff. i guess they've changed that culture so from now on i must get them pressies on special occassions and the upcoming one is christmas.
also not forgetting my dad gave me $100. first time lehhh.
ooo yeahh.. i did something gross last night
while i was drying my hair after i've bathed, my towel accidentally pulled my earring out and it fell into the toilet bowl. i would just flush it down if the earring was old but it's a new one and i cant bear to lose it. so i dug my hand into the toilet bowl water and got the earring out. gross right?
JaNICE
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(Thursday, October 29, 2009-)
+12:17 AM]*
+12:17 AM]*
# can you do what i did?(:-
arghh today wasnt productive at all.
i spent the whole day doing only phy paper 3 and chem paper 1 and 2.
but i made 2 records today (:
the 1st is...
i didnt have breakfast, lunch and dinner today. a small pizza lasted me the entire day.
hmm actually, i think i've done that before.
the 2nd and most ultimate record is...
i didnt go to the toilet at all from the time i went to sch at abt 11am to the time i came home at 10pm. cool right? my bladder sho strong.
i spent the whole day doing only phy paper 3 and chem paper 1 and 2.
but i made 2 records today (:
the 1st is...
i didnt have breakfast, lunch and dinner today. a small pizza lasted me the entire day.
hmm actually, i think i've done that before.
the 2nd and most ultimate record is...
i didnt go to the toilet at all from the time i went to sch at abt 11am to the time i came home at 10pm. cool right? my bladder sho strong.
JaNICE
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(Saturday, October 24, 2009-)
+11:50 PM]*
+11:50 PM]*
# ding dong-
the bells on smrt buses are so annoying. they should conduct frequent checks on the bells to see if they are working or easy to press.
there was once i boarded a 190 and when the bus was approaching my stop i pressed the bell but
the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up so i pressed harder but it just wont light up.
then being as smart as always, i changed to another bell and it wont light up either.
as the bus was reaching the stop really soon i started pressing the bell consistently then the bus driver shouted "girl you wanna press the bell how many times!"
i took off my ear piece and pressed the "spoilt" bell once more and heard the loud "ding dong".
so yeahh i felt vry paiseh cuz all along i've been making loud ding dongs but my music blocked off the sound.
but it's not my fault that the stupid BUS STOPPING sign was spoilt la. then what if the passenger is deaf ? he will surely piss the bus driver off like hell and get suaned but he wont know that he's being suaned.
anw just now, i was going home on the 855 bus and when the bus was reaching the stop, i pressed the bell but the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up.
i thought maybe it was the same problem as previously so i took off my ear piece and pressed the bell once more. i kinda heard a soft "ding dong" so i just relaxed a bit and wait for the bus to stop but the frigging bus driver just zoomed passed the bus stop!
then i quickly pressed the same bell with more strength and the BUS STOPPING sign light up with a loud "ding dong".
wth right? i had to walk quite a distance luh.
well, luckily it wasnt a 190 on the way home if not i would have ended up at bukit panjang.
there was once i boarded a 190 and when the bus was approaching my stop i pressed the bell but
the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up so i pressed harder but it just wont light up.
then being as smart as always, i changed to another bell and it wont light up either.
as the bus was reaching the stop really soon i started pressing the bell consistently then the bus driver shouted "girl you wanna press the bell how many times!"
i took off my ear piece and pressed the "spoilt" bell once more and heard the loud "ding dong".
so yeahh i felt vry paiseh cuz all along i've been making loud ding dongs but my music blocked off the sound.
but it's not my fault that the stupid BUS STOPPING sign was spoilt la. then what if the passenger is deaf ? he will surely piss the bus driver off like hell and get suaned but he wont know that he's being suaned.
anw just now, i was going home on the 855 bus and when the bus was reaching the stop, i pressed the bell but the BUS STOPPING sign didnt light up.
i thought maybe it was the same problem as previously so i took off my ear piece and pressed the bell once more. i kinda heard a soft "ding dong" so i just relaxed a bit and wait for the bus to stop but the frigging bus driver just zoomed passed the bus stop!
then i quickly pressed the same bell with more strength and the BUS STOPPING sign light up with a loud "ding dong".
wth right? i had to walk quite a distance luh.
well, luckily it wasnt a 190 on the way home if not i would have ended up at bukit panjang.
JaNICE
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(Wednesday, October 21, 2009-)
+10:46 PM]*
+10:46 PM]*
# alone-
i feel lonely. my house feels so lifeless now.
my sis has gone to stay with her friends at a chalet, my bro is in army and my mum planned the chalet activities so she's at the chalet with my sis.
so now it's just me, my dad and maid left in the house.
sad right? i'm feeling like the only child.
no no i'm not looking down on those who have no siblings. i'm just not use to it luh.
my sis has gone to stay with her friends at a chalet, my bro is in army and my mum planned the chalet activities so she's at the chalet with my sis.
so now it's just me, my dad and maid left in the house.
sad right? i'm feeling like the only child.
no no i'm not looking down on those who have no siblings. i'm just not use to it luh.
JaNICE
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